So how is life after the Stroke, for all, i will always say, I am lucky, life still has changed and will always be like that now, Lasting effects, seem to be, just a little less energy and my left bicep is sore all the time, I can not lift the left arm the left arm, above my shoulder, there is a very severe pain if I do so, much worse, than what I already have with the right, when it decides to not function as well, I have to concentrate on some, things, I do, more, but that is getting better all the time,
I take 14 tablets a day to survive, would be 15, If I used the Viagra, that, I can get prescribed. I also have a liquid painkiller, I can get if , If I really need that, but I suffer , rather than use it.
I have been back at work for a few weeks, only doing 3 days, I am on light duties, but, they pretty much let me do, what I feel like, they have been brilliant to be honest, my workplace is a hard place, we go through people like you not imagine, people can walk out, after just 10 minutes, I know, it sounds bad, but most just do not like working, then you have because, you can not use your mobile phone, a whole list of things, to be honest,, me I find it,the easiest place, I have worked in, but like someone told, me, you are old lol.
My stroke nurse, asked me, what is the good things, best one of all, I am still here.
But so much more, I can cycle my bike, I can walk, not really pushed it to see, how far, but a good day for now is 8 miles, that would be an average walk for me before, for all, I can wear my rucksack, carry the camera, I am still not able to hold it, once I get back to more landscape season, will use the tripod anyway. But to be honest, not really to bothered, with not using the camera now.
You see, I am a different person, that I was on June 16th, the fact I have not blogged, not really felt the need to share much of my life, deleted all the old ones, never made the mistake of looking at them, just ,, pressed the button, same with my status, delete them at the end of day. Just like I do, if you want to know, how someone is, ask.
I limit my time on the internet now, that has been a good thing, being on long periods, gave me a feeling of being lonely, all mind games, I would ask the question, how can a loner, feel lonely to myself, but I think it is more, to do with my introvert personality that I always thought I had, but I might be a little but more social than I thought, thing is, they just have to have a spark.
I have cut my year plan down too, a monthly one, sometimes, I do it daily, is it even a plan, think it is more goals, monthly goals it is then.
I guess, I am just a focus driven, determined person, who gets on with it, who adapts, who sets a target and goes for it.
Not sure, when the next one will be,, but for now, take care everyone..