just dont know how to control it? well thats me tonight. What I'm angry over seems so small to him, But to me, its this annoying NEVER ENDING ordeal that I'm so completely sick of. and when I say NEVER ENDING, i mean NEEEEVVVEEEERRR ENDING. I'm not good at controlling my temper and Its ALL i can do now. FUCK COUNTING TO 10. ITs not fuckin working. I am not sure how much more I can keep it all in. I'm really sick of biting my tongue and controlling my rage. I'm almost to the point of packin my bags and carrying on with my life less a husband and a dog. Seriously... why can't he EVER leave well enough alone. I hate this....
so much for an enjoyable evening |