The_bratty_one's Blog - page 2

Trust is such a small word but has such a big meaning and impact.
right now i can count the people in my everyday life that i can trust on one hand.
My family is falling apart and my head isnt doing much better atm.
sometimes i wonder why i bother being here.
i dont know who i can trust to turn to about the almighty shitstorm that is raining down upon my family.
Oblivion has never sounded so sweet or so tempting before.

From bad to worse to utter hell is pretty much how my life has gone right now!
people are judgemental,gobby,spiteful cunts who when the time comes will be choked on a very large slice of humble pie served by me,in public just like the public persecution of my family that is going on.
little do they realize just who they're taking on!!

slowly the fog is lifting which is unusual for this time of year given how close it is to the anniversary of me getting sick n ending up on life support n shit.
but i feel surprisingly ok about it right now,no doubt ill freak out closer or on the day but meh whatever!lol

The Pericarditis and Cardiac tamponade hasnt come back as predicted so thats another plus

as always onwards and upwards!

Drowning in a sea of Anxiety and Depression.
Doubt ill ever re-join the site as an active member but dont want to delete my account after 6 n half years :/

please take a few moments to watch this vid,its totally worth it as the man speaks so much sense and i just cant get over how right he is about it all.

[url]http://9gag.tv/p/aVEJPl/a-message-to-the-depressed-please-watch-it-sky-williams-robin-williams?ref=jfs[/url]