hello my friends...i hope you are all doing well...me I am trying to hang in there....so much is going thru my mind right now...not knowing where to turn or who to turn to...the one i do turn to is unfortunately not around tonight...
will probably get to speak to them tomorrow...my sons father called them tonight...he informed my oldest that he has cancer of the mouth...and will be getting operated on...i feel sorry that he has it but I don't want my children worrying about it...they have enough going on in their lives... without the added worry...so now I am worried about how they are gonna handle it...
so between us having to find some place affordable to live, and keeping everything on, I feel like I am not giving them what they need...or what they want in life...so if i am not around for awhile, you guys will hopefully understand...yes, I am lost, missing the one I love and to tell the truth, don't know if I can handle all of this ......
take care my friends!!! love you all...
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox