I found an e-book on
amazon.com, and the title hit me like a brick.
[url]http://www.
amazon.com/Dating-After-Trauma-experiencing-ebook/dp/B00C8BV1AW/ref=sr_1_16?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1374564533&sr=1-16&keywords=sexual+help[/url]
I don't know how exactly to explain this but I'll try. Every time I've dated, or tried - loved beyond anything and given my all to a relationship.. I've always wondered why they kept running.
This book may very well have the answers I've been struggling to find for years.
It's hard sometimes to explain how exhausted I've felt by wanting a relationship but not because I need the other there. I don't know the social norms of texting and shit. Most of my friends will just text me like crazy because they want to talk to me and I'll reciprocate.
Funny enough I wasn't even looking for this book. I was researching for a new swimsuit, then ended up looking at sex toys, then ran into this book while ...*cough* looking for blow job advice *cough*
The biggest parts of my life have been brushed under a rug for years. Hopefully this could help another part of my journey.