Okay, so before I was too busy apartment-hunting and being jetlagged and stuff to want sex, but now I've passed some kind of invisible line and now I want sex BAD. And now I'm back in Canada, so theoretically I can get it!
What to do...
I really am kind of tired of having so many casual guys and no real boyfriend. It's been more than three years since I had a boyfriend, it's tragic! It's not like I'm a super-bitch or awkward or anything like that. I'm a 25-year-old fairly hot girl in the city. That should mean I should be getting attention from fairly hot guys, but instead I have nerds hitting on me who are my friends and who I'm really not interested in. Not like there's anything wrong with nerds, but I've kind of had it with dating people in my group of friends. How does one meet sane, hot guys?? And don't tell me NN
I want to get to know and like the guy BEFORE he sees me naked, and have him like me the same way, instead of just wanting to fuck me. I'm tired of just being a girl someone can fuck. So we'll see!!! Imagine me all happy and dating... wow
I almost can't picture it myself! But I want a husband and kids, I think, as mundane as that sounds. Especially now that my Grandma has died, I feel like I'm running out of time to have kids or get married and have my other Grandparents be around to see it. Also, why are there SO MANY WEDDING SHOWS on TV in Canada!?!?! Maybe it's just the channels I watch
Ok, I'm going now. And I'm moving this week, and have orientations for school, so I'm gonna be really busy. I'm so excited to have a new room to decorate!!! This week it'll just be the bare bones moving in, and I guess me and my stuff a little bit after that, but I want a nice plush comfy space... which will eventually be the new spot you'll be seeing me taking photos
Woohoo!
xoxo