willow01's Blog - page 7

I hit the ground running today, the minute I got up I made a start with catching up with the washing, started clearing out some of the clutter that I have been accumulating for a while now. You know the stuff, the old tv thrown into my room because you can't throw a tv out, you never know when somebody moves into a house for the first time...they always need a telly. 2 computers that have loads of old pics on them but I haven't gotten around to recovering but at some point in the far distant future I still would never have gotten to! A couple of bedroom drawers for the same reason as the tv. 2 old flat screen monitors, a printer and kitchen bar stools as well as 2 bin bags of clothes....And that was only some of it. It's amazing the effect seeing that house has had on my inclination to gut out my own life All good I suppose...

Anyway, I had a couple of other errands to run before I loaded it all into my car and took it all to the dump. I did my stuff then came back to load the car up......

Haaahaaaa, all gone... Gotta love my neighbours, seems my stuff was gooooodddd!! One job less to do

Soooooo tired after a very long day today. We did get lots and lots done, although it seems my uncle must have been very depressed but hiding it from everybody going by the state of his house! It was too much for my mum so I ended doing a lot of going through things today on my own to find everything we needed to move forward with organising things. I have never seen anything like this in my life, so very sad

I did as much as I could but have run out of space for clearing. I think we are going to just get a house clearance company in to do the rest. I am going back tomorrow to fill my car with stuff for the charity shop.....turns out he must have been a bit of an on-line shopaholic too. So many things laying around unopened, still in original packaging from years ago....

Stunned that none of us had a clue!!!!!!!!!

You know, it seems like there was a reason for me not starting my new job today after all!

My mum needed me big time and if I had been at work well.....you know! We lost my uncle today, it was very sudden and very unexpected. I was always really close with him and I don't think I have ever known a kinder or more beautiful man in my whole life!

When I had my kids, he stepped up to the roll of great-uncle with even more effort than he had done being an uncle.

Today the world lost a great man.

So its been a funny kind of weekend after the fiasco that was Friday, yesterday was actually quite a good day. I was supposed to go on a date last night but I blew him off when I got a surprise visit from some friends from England. I will have to apologize but I wasn't really sure if I wanted to go on the date with him anyway! Apart from the fact that I don't even remember how to date, lol

Anyway, have a great Sunday, I'm gonna try to once I get over this damned hangover

Hi

I have been talking to an ex, and have been told that my honesty is one of the things he found the most attractive about me. I really didn't buy what he was saying, I really thought he was just trying to use a line.....you know??

I finished work tonight and went for a couple of drinks with a close friend and her "newish" boyfriend.......

Okay, I now accept I am very honest most of the time..although whether that is a good thing or not is still undecided..

I think there may be certain things/situations where honesty is probably not the best policy!

Previous nights out are probably not a good subject, for future reference!! lol


OOhhhh, in other news....I have sexy looking toes right now - I have had my toe nails Minxed, and they look damned good,if I do say so myself !!

OMG, I am so fucking pissed off right now!! I have been seeing a guy for a bit over a month now.....now he had only just split up from his wife (I know, ALERT!!!!...but there really was something there between us and we both felt it)

Why the hell are guys such drama queens (every one of them!!) Hmmm, maybe I should just shut-up right now and let some steam vent before I say much more...BUT!!

It's complicated..well of course its complicated - it always fucking is!!

"She doesn't understand me"....."Neither do I, right now!!"

"I just need some time"......"Really??? I just need to know where the fuck I stand??"

lol, do I sound aggressive right now? I can't imagine where that came from!!

Things with me have been pretty hectic with work since I left, but over the last couple of weeks I have been trying to get into shape a bit more. I have been doing all my horsey stuff which is a good way to keep fit, but over the last couple of weeks I also decided to start running to go that bit better with it.

What probably wasn't a good idea though, was to go for a few miles of pavement pounding today...especially since I have been off work sick for the last 2 days (I'm choked with the cold, have no voice at all and have a killer headache) I don't know what made me think that a run would make me feel any better, lol, I nearly passed out on the way back!!

My "love life" has been really quite good lately too....**insert really big smiley face here!!** but thats all I am saying about that right now....I would hate to jinx anything

Wow, I really had so much to say but now I'm actually sitting here I haven't a clue what I was going to type....but nevermind! I'm sure it will come back to me!!

**tiptoes back in and sits down for a little look around!!**

It has been a while since I felt this way, but I have been deliberatly staying away from NN for a while. I'm not really sure if my time here is up or not, so I am sitting well back for a bit......

This ain't a "goodbye, i'm thinking about leaving, so please send me lots of msg's to change my mind.....it's just a bit of an explanation to some pm's I have received...

I probably won't be back on this year, so I wish everybody a wonderfull Christmas and a great New Year too!!


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