Mr_Vein's blog post - For someone who will never see this...

I miss you.
I miss us.
I miss all the things we had - the all-day texting, the banter, the fun. The someday list...
I miss all the things we were going to have, and all the things I wanted us to have.
I miss the "goodnight" Snapchat selfies and all the random filter selfies you sent just because you looked cute.
I miss spending time with you, even if it was just a wander round the shops.
I miss taking you out for lattes and Maccies and "accidentally" bumping into you. Literally and figuratively.
I miss making you smile. I miss seeing you smile. I miss your smile.
I miss being the first person you thought of texting whenever anything happened, even if it was just finishing work.
I miss sending, and receiving, "saw this and thought of you"
I miss you thinking about me.
I miss being able to tag you in random stuff on fb.
I miss being able to ask you about your day without the risk of you telling me something I didn't want to know.
I miss taking 90 minutes to watch a 45 minute program, because I kept pausing it to reply to you.
I miss making plans with you.
I miss being able to open fb or Snapchat without seeing a reminder of what I've lost.
I miss being able to drive through your town without fear of seeing something I don't want to see.
I miss feeling happy...
I miss stalking your fb profile.
I miss sitting up til midnight looking for nearby lightning.
I miss you slamming my car door!
I miss flirting with you, and you flirting back...
I miss threatening to send you rude Snapchats, and occasionally doing it!
I miss being the most important adult in your life.
I miss you putting xx at the end of messages.
I miss being able to talk about anything and everything with you, and mostly nothing.
I miss feeling guilty looking at porn and posting new pictures!
I miss seeing our best friend heart on Snapchat.
I miss seeing your messenger chat-head constantly on my phone.
I miss being your "special friend".
Most of all, I miss my best friend...