This all came to light a year ago after 7 months of regression therapy.
My sessions allowed me to understand why I feel the way I do & explains why I get the urges that I do.
It was 25 years ago & I was 10 years old.
My father’s work took him away from the home sometimes for a week at a time and my mother often would accompany him. That’s were the home sitter comes into play. Sandy was very nice, she was a BBW.
One Saturday I came home late and very muddy, Sandy had me remove my cloths in front of the back door. She filled the bathtub up and had me get in, she came back into the bathroom wearing a short negligee. She liked to lather me up with soap all over my body & insisted on cleaning my penis & my what she called pulp ass thoroughly something I got to enjoy. I was around 11 - 11 1/2 when I stared to notice her tits that were very noticeable when she wore her sheer negligee and her hairy pussy. Well giving me a bath I asked her if be hairy like she was. She liked to lean over the counter looking in the mirror. I liked this because it exposed her big plump ass & her hairy pussy. After my bath & a snack we’d watch some tv, she never wore panties & often had her legs spread wide open. Then once she asked me if I wanted to feel her bush between her legs. Curious I did as she asked, she had me finger her pussy, I thought it was pee until she told me that it was special juice. Moving ahead it was when I was twelve when I got my first hard on as she washed my penis. This alarmed me but she kept washing my cock & I loved the feeling I also loved the feeling when she played with my cock & my plump ass. Many baths

Why does the Easter Bunny hide eggs?

He doesn't want people to know he bangs chickens.

~

So no more politics in status. Unlike the real world, where you live and breathe it every day. The price of eggs, potholes in roads, winter fuel payments, NHS dentists, GP appointments, queues in A&E, congestion charges, etc. It affects us all, no matter how deep you bury your head in the sand.

NNers are real people with real lives and real stresses. Some come here to indulge their exhibitionism or as a voyeur, some to connect with like minded people, some because the real world is just too difficult. Back in the day, the forum was one of the meeting places, now it’s a morgue (unless you can tolerate the laughable Sexual Discussion category). Status took over and it moved so fast, you couldn’t keep up. To say that it’s waned is an understatement, it’s been on life support for ages as it gradually became more regulated. But you could still get a feel for the different personalities by their posts and replies. Who is big into music, the sports fanatics, the foodies, the jokers, the professionals, the attention seekers and the stalkers.

Fast forward. NN has set up a new group because of “recent events”, but I’m not convinced anyone wants to really talk politics here, they’d be in the forum if they did. And they’re not, probably because most of the posts are just insane rants. The “politics” in status was mainly one liners as people vented about real life stuff anyway. Politics was the catalyst for “recent event”, not the cause.

So, what to do? Maybe I’ll wait to see what happens. Will the demise of status hasten? Will the politics group thrive? Will I stay, or will I go?

Days come like a manic blizzard of shredded light; nights come like song syrup of Seroquel. On a swinging pendulum between this fallen world and the upright kingdom within….wish me luck

Looking for regular fun x

So yesterday, I was reviewing some of my past blog entries and status updates Turns out most of them had errors that made me cringe... Thanks to technology like spell-check, every word was spelled right, but words like "feel" were fee, and whole phrases were rendered totally obscure.

Anyway, it's not technology's fault. I'm the lousy typist and the one who is too impulsive and lazy to proofread my own stuff.

That bit of reflection made me realize that so far no one has called me out on the errors, which in turn made realize that so far on this site, everybody is as be kind,

I was so immersed in my own insecurities, I failed to realized how kind everyone has been so far.

I'll try to reward the kindness with some proof reading.

Morning all from Sunny, warm Australia

It's Autumn here (Fall), we just set the clocks back (Silly idea but hey) and im in a reflective mood as I head into my 20th year on NN.

I realised today that Men are at a disadvantage when it comes to sharing pics and pondered my profile pic which has been on here for a long time.

Its my cock with a hat, crudely drawn using Paint many many years ago.

The Why was because Cocks are basically Boring to photograph and my sense of humour wouldnt let that stand soooo I added Humour and a big white hat.

I was inspired by an Aussie (Bob Katter) at the time for various reasons and although it wasnt a statement of his person I found it funny and named my Lil creature Knob Hatter.

Its a clue to those who pay attention of my irreverent nature and Ive used my Cock for laughter many many times because on the face of it? They are amusing things guys use their entire lives for entertaining themselves and occasionally others, Puppetry of the Penis is a good example (Look it up) but even childish jokes about shrinkage, size and shape along with the age old practice of wanking .. it all brings some form of amusement and thats where my devious mind often goes.

They (Cocks) are also versatile and used correctly a lot of fun, Individuality too plays a role with length and girth and the names they get called are often hilariously funny.

Length is an interesting thing too and many arent aware of the Lil tidbits about cockage, Did you know that a measure is dependant on state of

I feel like a lost scared child.

Something about exposing my body to the world just excites me especially when i see all the lovely comments that people leave about my tits, nipples. Couldnt believe that ppl actually love my body!

So, a couple days ago I worked a double, and when I got home I was beat. I didn't realize Les had company so I just walked in the door, and walked over to give Les a kiss. That's when I noticed he was showing his buddies my naked pix!
I could feel their eyes on my ass as I walked into the bedroom. I took a quick shower then grabbed my short silk robe and went to make something to eat in the kitchen. I opened the fridge feeling the cold air on my tits making my nipples hard I grabbed some deli meat and condiments and made my way to the counter. When I put everything down I noticed my robe had opened and my boobs were front and center. "Good thing Les' friends aren't in here" I said to myself as I grabbed the belt to my robe and turned around seeing his friends on the other side of the bar as I opened and closed my robe, giving them the full monty in the process!
"Sorry" I said as I tied the belt and turned to begin making the sandwich. I went and got the bread a plate and a knife, then began building a Dagwood...I was really hungry! Then, out of nowhere I feel these hands go under my robe, up my ass, and then around to my boobs. Thinking it was Les I spread my legs getting ready for his cock...when the hands didn't leave my tits I looked over my shoulder and saw one of his buddies instead! Without saying a word he turned me around and opened my robe. Instead of screaming, I instinctively undid his belt and unzipped his pants then I reached in and pulled out this massive cock! I looked over his shoulder, and noticed it was just us there, so I got on my knees and guided his fat cock into my mouth where I went halfway down on him before he bottomed

I’m not sure what to expect on here but hopefully find friends both female and male that I can enjoy various types of sexual activities with.

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Lose some weight you yuck thing 🤮

I've been celibate for almost 7 months and it's absolutely killing me as I am so incredibly horny all the time. I've paused having casual sex after quite a few years of fun as it wasn't fulfilling enough anymore. I now need something more meaningful, and whilst I'm not actively looking (because the online dating world is a hellscape), I do hope it will find me some other way. And in the meantime I am masturbating two or three times a day, making myself cum while I fantasise about what I'd like in a man.

There's much more to me than just the kinky exhibitionist. I'd like an interesting and intelligent man, someone I can converse with, laugh with, enjoy life with. An equal partner who is respectful and kind, who isn’t threatened by my career success, who gives me space to enjoy my friendships and time with family. Someone whose political views align with mine, a left leaning feminist with a sense of humour. Someone well travelled and without a hint of bigotry. Someone safe.They are all qualities and values that I know I will reciprocate in full, and then some.

But also, as you all know, I need someone who loves sex and who isn't afraid to experiment. That's what brought us all to NN, after all. I need someone who is happy to share me, to let other men, women and NBs look, to maybe even get behind the camera and record the videos and photos I share here.

I'd love somebody I could swing with. Not all the time, not so it took over our lives together, but as an occasional experience that we shared. Weekends away to new cities where we would explore clubs and maybe invite other couples or singles to our hotel. A chance to push boundaries, to watch each other

I wanted so bad to have a threesome (MFM), but i realized that I was missing 2 important elements (the M & F)... So i decided to use some self help and ended up having a "Menage-a-Moi"... LOL

If I knew what was installed in my older days I would’ve been more productive than I was in saying that I am very productive now.
Time has a funny way of making things happen.

About 70 years ago there was a great song, now an evergreen hit - 'Just walking in the rain by Johnny Ray'. Well, in my case, it was walking AND WANKING in the rain, again, through the sand and pine needles covered thicket. As usual, buck naked - bare feet, smooth body (Veet epilation cream is one of my best buddies), nude body, except for a generous serving of Johnson baby oil and a red dick ring, nothing unusual. The forest was damp, smelling of fresh air, sand - a bit on the cool side, slight wind to cool me off.
As usual, not a soul, just a few birds and occasional rabbit. The slight drizzle was beyond pleasant on my smooth skin. So, yes, walking, wanking, stroking as usual for 2 hours and five kilometers. The sea - slightly choppy, not a soul in sight, so I am walking up and down, stroking, swinging, squeezing - too bad, not a soul! After a few laps up and down, I strolled to the nearby thicket, which in other times sees some really hot action. So, here am I stroking gently and not so gently, until finally I got lucky in more ways than I had bargained. There came a guy under a red umbrella, totally dressed, and yes, I got his attention. He immediately loosened everything and his dick was already at half mast - about as big a mine. So, he jerks and approaches, I do the same, then the usual "dickshake" - I am grabbing his dick, he grabs mine. Next, I grabbed both dicks in my hand and yes, after a good amount of rubbing and pulling, we both came. Great experience!

I spent some time with The Ex, no piv, but I did eat her a couple of times and jerked off on her pussy and then ate her as she was quite worked up from that. All this ended up with me having massive anxiety about The Wife finding out so it will not happen again, it is simply not worth it to throw away what has now become a pretty decent marriage for some mediocre sex. When she got home The Wife was quite horny, but we got home too late from the airport to fuck, but the following night was a nice return to 'normalcy'

To make a long story short, there is someone who told me that she has a profile here and to tell her when my profile is all set up. There have been flirty comments between us for the past two years that started with a little joking, and it has now gotten us here
She said that since I need to get verified before posting, she will know it is me and I'll know it's her and she will even post a new pic with a note for me.
I am so excited for this, but can't help think what will be next. She is a family friend.
Can't believe this will ultimately end well, but I don't think I can resist after two years of "teasing"

Looking forward to using my new hollow toy later this month. Waiting for the OK on vacation time from work. I have two new lubes to try. It depends on the weather, if, I apply tong balm upon my dick outside. I plugged a Epson small scanner to my win 11 PC and started batch scanning Polaroids from two different Polaroid camera... One even had I timer and I only have three body scenes of me, when, I was younger. Thus, far, only one out five pictures that were scanned are OK... So, I have resumed shredding. My NN gallery background is a collection of those Polaroids that I had scanned, that I think were the best.

Driving over to St Louis tomorrow for a week...it is for work so busy during the day but free in the hotel in the evening.
I will be staying in Maryland heights...would love to have some company for pictures and more if interested...

Yep.. After seeing the number of votes and comments certain guys are getting... I am NO doubt leaving this site once my premium expires.... This place doesn't grow confidence... this place literally shatters my confidence and it just hurts me to bad to be here. I’m sorry but my short chubby ass just doesn't belong here anymore.

Peace

Shy

Test

Made some more maple syrup today from the old trees in the back. Possibly the last production this year, sap appears to have stopped leaking in my buckets. Syrup was still piping hot at the moment of taking this pic. It's cooling off now, and thickening a bit.

well it's the day after we got married. n were taking the bikes n going to south Dakota. we rented a boat n were fishing , its so hot out. we both get naked.

.It was the summer of 1979, and I was working as a line cook at a major seafood chain restaurant in Aurora, Colorado. Lisa, a waitress with sun-kissed blonde hair, stood at 5'7" and weighed around 130 lbs. I was an 18-year-old virgin, and she was 24.
She had been flirting with me at work, and I finally got the chance to see her after hours as our group headed to the Red Rocks Amphitheater.

The night was warm and the stars were out. Everyone was standing and looking out over the amphitheater, but Lisa lingered in the back. I came up behind her, wrapping my arms around her waist. I began to gently kiss her neck, feeling her pulse quicken beneath my lips.
She responded by leaning back into me, her body pressing against mine. My hands slowly made their way up to her ample breasts, cupping them through her shirt. I could feel her nipples harden as I began to caress them, rolling them between my fingers.
Others started to notice our intimate moment, so we headed back to the van for the ride back. The night ended with a very passionate kiss, and we made plans to go to the drive-in movie theater the next night.

It was another warm summer night, and I had the targa top off of my '72 Porsche 914 to enjoy the night air.
I picked up Lisa, and she was wearing a tight white tank top with no bra and short cut-off 501's. Her nipples were visible through the thin fabric, and her jeans hugged her curves perfectly.
The Godfather was playing, and about halfway through the movie, we were getting pretty hot and heavy.
She started undoing the zipper concealing the growing bulge in my pants. I could feel her breath on my thigh as she leaned down, her tongue

My addiction now is I like to troll another site and chat up women and then show them my cumshot. This has worked for me 100s of times. I have shot for everyone from old fat ladies and younger girls with a xxxxxxxxx complex to the latest, four older Japanese women, most in their later 60s, who sat and watched, and when I came, they clapped very politely. I use a pay site, but I have made appointments with women we meet online. The only clause is that they have to be naked for the appointment. The 4 Japanese women showed nothing. I felt so vulnerable and yet loved it. I also think I may have reached an all time low....there was this one woman from California, and she was heavy, she was at least 400 pounds and probably hadn't seen too much action, so I gave her a show, and she was naked, it was the only time I wished that the woman wasnt.

Hi , I am Persian guy from in IRAN 🇮🇷 and my name is saeed

Aunt Judy isn't actually my Aunt. She was 31 and I was 18. Growing up I called her Aunt Judy. Poor woman had been widowed for some time, it really showed when she sucked every drop of cum she could out of my 18 year old dick. She sucked it long after it was limp, sucked it all day long that first day. Judy swallowed a lot of my cum while I was growing up, after that first blowjob, Aunt Judy got all the help I could give her around her house. She also got plenty of my cum around her house. Judy gulped down two huge loads of cum one day then kept sucking and sucking and sucking to get all the cum left in my cocks shaft. A little pressure under my balls and I could feel that cum dump out into her mouth. She was so excited when it did, sucking and bobbing her head like crazy. Judy's performances in my 20's hooked me on having nothing but the best blowjobs for the rest of my life and Judy sure did teach me often how to eat her pussy and eat it well. She resembled Natalie Wood back then, licking and sucking her pussy and clit was not a problem. My pussy eating worked, sure made her hungrier. Just recently took her to a light lunch, later, even at 80 she was still happy to have my cum blast all through her mouth as much as I did. I made her blowjob a lot easier for her by partially jacking my cum in. She thanked me, said how good it still tasted and followed it by an additional "wow honey". She asked me to come back soon.

My mind was in turmoil as I racked my brain trying to work out who this guy was, as it definitely wasn't Ed!
I kept thinking I should put a stop to it, but if Ed had allowed this guy to enjoy me, maybe I shouldn't.
And this was on top of the fact that although I shouldn't be enjoying it, this was definitely the best sex I'd had in ages!
And that finger deep in my bum felt so bloody good, I couldn't help myself bucking against it, hoping that maybe a few more fingers were going to join it!
And then my wish was granted and I felt myself, however involuntary, fucking my bumhole on three of his fingers, moaning loudly as they moved in and out in time to my bucking.
And then they were pulled out! I shouted NOOOOO but almost immediately it changed to a strangled FUCK YESSSS as I felt his swollen cock head 'pop' inside me, forcing its way deep inside me.
He fucked my bum with long slow and very deep thrusts and I lost track of time, enjoying the sensations his big cock was giving me, now I'd had time to get used to it.
I occasionally enjoy multiple orgasms from vaginal sex, but anal sex is always different for me, and I just lay on the sofa, a pillow muffling my moaning and gave in to the wonderful feeling of this continuous rolling orgasm running through my entire body! I couldn't stop myself shaking, it was pretty mind blowing.
Some time later he pulled his cock out of my bum, and I was rolled over again on to my back, my legs were pushed up around my ears, and I groaned loudly as his gorgeous thickness slowly slid back into what felt like my now gaping asshole!
It was like an amazing dream.....the best anal sex I'd ever had!
My bumhole was starting

Blogging here is a bit like leaving breadcrumbs on the trail of your experience. It’s a marker that you were here, that you met some nice people here whose company you enjoyed. Then the time comes that you both move on in different direction, but on occasion you wonder if they are doing well. I always hope that they are well, happy and content. Elton John said one of his favorite songs that he recorded was Candle in the Wind. In a way seems appropriate to end this blog with it.

Goodbye Norma Jeane
Though I never knew you at all
You had the grace to hold yourself
While those around you crawled
They crawled out of the woodwork
And they whispered into your brain
They set you on the treadmill
And they made you change your name
And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never knowing who to cling to
When the rain set in
And I would've liked to known you
But I was just a kid
Your candle burned out long before
Your legend ever did
Loneliness was tough
The toughest role you ever played
Hollywood created a superstar
And pain was the price you paid
Even when you died
Oh the press still hounded you
All the papers had to say
Was that Marilyn was found in the nude
And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never knowing who to cling to
When the rain set in
And I would've liked to known you
But I was just a kid
Your candle burned out long before
Your legend ever did
Goodbye Norma Jeane
Though I never knew you at all
You had the grace to hold yourself
While those around you crawled
Goodbye Norma Jeane
From the young man

Ive been visiting Pat 2-3 times a week now since her Husband passed last year. She has welcomed me back and we enjoy each other fantastically. I take her shopping and too her appointments. After we get back too her apartment we have tea and fuck and suck for a couple of hours so much horniness between both of us. We end up totally naked and are all over each other remember she is now 83 and loves having her titties and mature bald pussy and clitty sucked and licked and she exxxxxplodes so many times WOWWWWWWW.

She loves my cock to suck and ending with me riding her on the dining room table with the patio door curtains wide open for all too see, it is such a turn on. We usually fall asleep and she wakes up first and wakes me up all dressed up in her heels stay ups and maturnity bra and straddles me an loves me too suck or her long nipples that are exposed from the tips of the bra which is made too open for the nipples too be sucked on. Then she gets me too put it on and sucks my nipples through the bra WHAT TURN on........ After she straddles my cock and rides me then I roll her over and do her doggy style until we both exxxxxxplode together........what a time so erotic and fulfilling.

So Dan, I would like to start this letter just by confirming the simple information that you and every guy I have ever been with already 100% knows…. That I absolutely being fucked and I love cock. Any size, any age, any colour! Now that I revealed the thing with Mick, I can finally tell you whats been going on. A while ago, we were going through some rough times and slowly but surely, our sex life dwindled away to virtually nothing. I tried sexy talk, dirty outfits on you and using toys but it seemed that it was just not ever enough to get you in the mood. As soon as this happened, I started to look for a plan B to satisfy my craving for cock and I quickly found it in the shape of one of your team members (Mick)

I met and chatted with him when we were out drinking as a team and he slipped me his number one day while you were in the pub toilet. Slowly but surely, the day to day banter between us started to become dirtier and dirtier via text. He made me laugh, was attentive to me and complimented me on my dress sense. This all made me feel secure with him. Then, after I had casually hinted that my sex life with you was pretty slow at the moment, he would often tell me that if I was his woman, I would get what I deserved (although he never actually said what it was that he thought I deserved). It got much dirtier when I went out drinking with the girls and met him in the pub. He really came onto me strong and told me in no uncertain way that he was up for some fun if I was too.

During this time, I had often played with myself at home in bed while thinking about Mick while you were at home with your wife watching TV and I have to admit that a lot

I have always been a person of secrets, not sharing certain things till the time is right is how I would put it, but we all see things in our own eyes.

3 weeks since the last blog, could write pages on all that has been going on, certainly enough to have gone back to a daily blog, like I once would have. . I published a book and it sold out, first run was only 25 copies, that then became another 25 and then a final 25, got asked to do a very large run, but we decided no, I just wrote the words to my friends illustrations. It was just a bit of relaxation for us. Fun fact we started another little idea now.

I am on holiday this week, ready for the break, every other day at some point you will find me on a beach, I have 4 different areas to explore this week.

I only post pictures on 2 places now. Bluesky and Flickr and the very odd one here, so 3 i suppose. By this time next year it will only be 2.

It has taken me to reach the age of 60, to see the path more clearer now.


Not long after sunrise when the distant island just glowed,

Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about what the perfect relationship really means to me. It’s not just about love or companionship—it’s about passion, excitement, and a deep connection built on exploration. A woman who isn’t afraid to push boundaries, who thrives on spontaneity, who sees sex not just as routine but as an adventure. That’s the kind of relationship I crave.

I don’t want monotony. I want nights filled with wild energy, days filled with anticipation. A partner who loves to try new things, who enjoys the thrill of the unknown. Someone who understands that sex isn’t just an act—it’s a way of expressing our deepest desires, a way to live freely without constraints.

I’d love to find a group of like-minded people, a circle where experiences can be shared, where pleasure is celebrated, and where there’s no room for judgment—only openness. A place where we can all explore together, learn from each other, and truly embrace what it means to live life to the fullest.

The thought of it excites me. Maybe it’s time to start searching for those who share the same hunger for adventure. Because at the end of the day, life is too short to settle for anything less than extraordinary.

No surfing for two weeks? What am I supposed to do with myself to keep out of trouble?

was sitting around writing a blog entry below and I got started looking at pictures.....was so damn hard it felt like stone with skin stretched over it. I stripped and started stroking. Was in front of my window hoping someone would go by and watch. Unsure of my new neighbor, she looks hot but don't know what she would think looking out and seeing me hard and stroking lol. Just made me do it harder until I came.

Would love to hear from anyone into mutual masturbation, voyeurism, etc....love chatting about it as well as doing it.

We were looking for some fun that night when we were in Liverpool for an early start to see Kates dad the next morning.
A nice young man payed for our room and stayed with us for a few hours cuming in Kate 3 times.
When he first tried to fuck Kate he was amazed at how tight Kates pussy was and it took a little bit to get into her. The first time Kate had his cum running out of her. I dived in after he had moved aside and ate his creampie out of her before fucking her as Kate sucked him clean.
We sat around talking as Kate played with his cock occasionally sucking him. Second time I was 69ing her as he fucked Kate doggy. I so enjoyed licking Kate as I watched him fuck her, eventually he cum in her and pulled out slowly. His cock sliped out onto my face and I knew he liked the idea of me sucking him clean so in the moment I did and his face showed how much he enjoyed it. After that I pulled Kate down on my face and enjoyed her second creampie for the night from him before fucking Kate doggy for a while. I got him to get under Kate for her to suck him as I fucked her.
We sat around naked again talking as Kate played with his cock. I eventually asked him if he would like to cum on Kates tits and watch me lick it off and he said "Fuck yes" lol. Kate sucked him played with his balls as he wanked over her but he just couldn't get over the edge. I sugested he fuck Kate till ready to blow and pull out so he moved between Kates legs and started fucking her again. I could tell he was getting close to cumming and I said are you going to pull out but he just kept going filling Kate up again. Saying afterwards that Kates pussy was too good to pull out of lol. This

I was looking for a bi-curious guy in the local area who would be interested in some mutual oral sex around March of 2024. After a some chats I found a guy who could host and I went in to the city to meet up. I was nervous and excited and once we got to his bedroom, I just said "I'll go first" I pulled down his trunks and held his semi hard 6inch cock in my hand and it felt wonderful. I could feel it getting harder and without and more time to waste I wrapped y mouth around 3/4 of the shaft and stoked the length until it was fully erect. to be cont..

That NN doesn't have an algorithm like a certain popular "clock" site. Today I came across a rather nice British gentleman reviewing tinned fish. Do I like tinned fish? No. Did I send the vid to a friend who does like tinned fish? Yes. I knew he would get a kick out of it. The algorithm has now decided I need more tinned fish in my feed.

Can you imagine what NN would be like if we clicked on a, shall we say confusing pic, and it was determined that is what we were interested for todays wank session? I can see it working in a more positive way but man those WTF is that? clicks could really ruin things.

Been a while since I have blogged but I thought you needed this bit of insight,
ju

A female friend of mine asked me to take some nude photos of her for her husband's pleasure. It went well. After she left, Marcy asked me, sort of breathlessly, "Did you fuck her? Did she give you a blow job? Did you go down on her?" Of course not. I only play with married women if I'm approached by the couple.