When our relationship began, kneeling was tasked to me……

Kneel every night for 10 minutes, and recite my mantra, which I do every night.

But I never truly understood the reason behind kneeling…. as I continue to learn more about my submission, and try my hardest to grow in it every day, kneeling started taking on a new meaning to me.

I was where I felt most vulnerable , on my knees at his feet, but I felt safe.

I opened to him in ways that I had never opened to anyone before, he saw the raw, unfiltered side of me,that side I had never shown to anyone before, and it frightened me at first that I was so able to do that with him.
He didn’t leave as I half expected him too.
As time went on, we hit a few snags here and there, I found myself kneeling more often, not just as a task, but a way to settle, relax, I had many meditations on my knees.

When my emotions were to much for me to handle on my own, I knelt, because its where I could always find peace, when my mind was going a thousand miles a minute, I knelt, because it was always where I could find him.

I’ve realized kneeling is more than submission, yes I am giving myself to him, it is showing, that I am giving him my all.

That I completely trust him with mind, body, heart and soul, for him to guide, teach, protect, comfort and nurture.

I will be his lover, friend, caregiver, his safe place and any other role he needs from me,at any given time.