| Sunday, December 2, 2007, 4:21:16 AM |
MONEY! I find it interesting what money can do to people, what you can achieve with it. How it seems to categorize people and the harm it can bring. It’s nice to think if you had loads of it, you’d not change, but would you? Really? Money seems to show our issues and vulnerabilities because it touches on almost all aspects of life. It reveals deep parts of our needs, fears and desires. How it can actual drive an ugly wedge between our relationships. My sister married a rich guy and she’s changed. I miss my old sister, the cool, down to earth , funny sister I once had. Maybe that’s why she’s currently having marriage problems, I don’t know. I do know my brother in-law thinks he’s above many people. You can just see it in his eyes, the way he looks at you. Kind of like he’s looking down at you and he doesn’t even have to say a word or though he’s says a lot of condescending things that just piss me off. It’s hard to describe the way I feel about my sister’s problem marriage. In a way, I almost felt glad when my Mom told me, as much as I hate to admit it. I feel like a shit now but I cannot help these feelings. I don’t want to see my sister unhappy or see her marriage fail. I guess its my belief of how she has changed, hoping maybe she’ll realize how she’s changed and just start acting like the sister I remember, the one I grew up with, the big sister I love. |
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