well the Christmas season is upon us once again...It is going to be both happy and sad for me...It is going to be real hard not having my kids here...
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I miss them so much and i have been down about it but trying my best not to show it...My heart feels like it is breaking cause they aren't here....I sent their gifts to them yesterday and they will receive them in time for Christmas. I just hope that they like what they got .
The happy part is that dartdude is here...Even though I am not spending Christmas Day with him I will be here that Friday and then spending the New Year with him...With dart being here has made it somewhat easier to deal with...I love him dearly for all he has done for me and for him loving me the way he does...
Merry Christmas One and All!!! My love and kisses to you all!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxo