of the new year...it will be bringing lots of changes...very good ones in fact...but to think that in 16 days I will turn the big 50, oh boy!! it always makes me wonder how others will think of me then? will they say man she is old, what is she doing here? is she nuts? will they still love me? Yes maybe I am crazy...<<<<< going to go and play in the rubber room...Mwwaahhhhhh loves and hugs to all!!!!

Happy New Year to all my friends here on NN!! I hope the New Year treats everyone well...I am here with DD so I know it will start off well...The new year will also bring one of my sons back to me in June. The oldest has decided to stay with dad, so all I want is for him to be happy...Love Hugs and Kisses to all!!!

Merry Christmas One and All!!!!!!!! Love and hugs and kisses to everyone!!! )))))))))))))

well the Christmas season is upon us once again...It is going to be both happy and sad for me...It is going to be real hard not having my kids here... I miss them so much and i have been down about it but trying my best not to show it...My heart feels like it is breaking cause they aren't here....I sent their gifts to them yesterday and they will receive them in time for Christmas. I just hope that they like what they got .
The happy part is that dartdude is here...Even though I am not spending Christmas Day with him I will be here that Friday and then spending the New Year with him...With dart being here has made it somewhat easier to deal with...I love him dearly for all he has done for me and for him loving me the way he does...
Merry Christmas One and All!!! My love and kisses to you all!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxo

Well he arrived on Friday as planned...and damn if he didn't work my butt off...We finished half the truck on friday and then we went and did some shopping...But guess what the knuckle head forgot? He had gotten rid of his dishes and silverware...So we ate dinner that night on paper plates and used our fingers are forks!!! Just leave it to dart to forget something like that...But on Saturday we went to wally world(walmart) and picked up things we would need like plates, silverware and so far and so on...LMAO!!!!! But it was great to see him...I still can't believe that he is gonna be here from now on...YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! hehe....we finished unloading the truck on saturday, took the truck to the budget place and guess what it started doing?? SNOWING!!!!!! Woohooooooo I love the snow and it makes me think of Christmas...
We relaxed Saturday night in front of the fire...We were both tuckered out...But it was so great just to be cuddled next to each other....On Sunday unfortunately our time ran out...I had to take him to the airport so he could catch the plane to go back to Illinois to go and get his truck and his cat...He will be on his way back either today or tomorrow depending on the weather...I am heading back to the apt on wed afternoon after work where I am going to finish unpacking what I can and get a couple of more things for the apt....The cable people should be coming out on thursday to install the cable, interent and phone...And then all I have to do is wait for him to come back home...Gee home...WOOHOO!! Well I guess I will let you guys and gals go...Take care everyone !!! Love to you all!!! Mwahhhhhhhh

I won't be on for a couple of days...I am heading to Washington...Yes, for the reason you all know about...I am going to go and help DD unload his truck!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! I hope that you all have a great weekend...love to you all...hehe My wish has come true... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I am on Cloud 9 !!!!!!!!!!

the only bad thing about this thanksgiving is that i am not with the ones i love....my boys are with their dad still and my dart is still in il...I am hoping that next year will find us all together again.... ((((((

To all my friends here on NN...I give thanks to all my friends here for their listening ears and helpful advice...Thank you all for being my friend...I love you all...And to my special someone, thank you for all your love.....I love you dearly!! mmwwaahhhhhhhhhhhh

it is been a couple of weeks since i have come to blog...sorry about that...Been getting good news all around lately...One, my special someone will be coming out this way!! Yayyyyyyy!! Congrats baby!! I knew you could do it!!
Work is going real well...I enjoy it and love going to work..Well, I got a promotion at work today...It feels good too...
I hope everyone is doing fine....I will talk to you all soon...Love and hugs to all!!
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