I hope that ev1 is well. I am doing good...work is very frustrating and verizon is just so evil. they want you to sell on every call. i am just not a sales person..i try but if a person calls in and says that they want to take stuff off their account, how the hay can you sell to them...??? just makes me annoyed. i am on warning with them..so next screw up i am gone. i am trying though...dart still isn't working, so i am doing my best. now his oil pump may be going...do things ever go right? i am sitting here writing and listening to the oldies. Tommy Roe, The Archies, ect ect...Somtimes I wish things were like the old days ...Things being simple...But those days are gone...
I went back to smoking and I want to stop but I think i won't be able to do that until some of this stress is gone...But I still hang in there. My mind still wanders back to Feb and why. I still think of him every day and the good times that we had...Still brings big smiles to my face...
Listening to Sugar Sugar right now...And I have a big smile...
I need to go and look at some cars today...I don't have much to spend on one but I there is a couple I think I can swing...
I am sorry that I haven't been spending much time here. Alot has gone out of me since Dave left us...It just isn't the same here for me...I will pop in every now and then just to say hi to my friends....I do miss many of you...I love ya all..You are all like family to me...coming up to 4 yrs of being here. I will never truly leave this place but just won't be coming on as often...bye for now my friends....big hugs and kisses to you all................xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Happy 4th of July to all my good friends here on NN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Dearest Dave!!!!!!!!
Though you are celebrating with the Angels in Heaven, you are thought of down here. I miss your smiling face my dear. I love you and miss you more than you know. Happy Birthday hun!! Gotta go before I can't see the screen anymore...Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

a very happy camper right now. I definately have the job with Verizon. They called and confirmed my job start on Monday. WIth the hrs that I will have, I will only be around on the weekends...I will miss ya all!! love hugs and kisses to ya all!!

Wanted to say have a very Happy Easter to you all....
hugs and kisses,
Dee

I just really haven't been in the mood to blog. Many things go thru my mind and I wonder where life is gonna lead me to. I am still not working but waiting to hear from Verizon either this week or next...
My mind has also been alot on Dave. I am not trying to understand anymore cause there are no answers here. Only he knows why he did it and I won't know till I meet him again...I have cried and mourned and wondered. I think of him every day. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. I will be calling his folks this weekend as we used to spend Easter there..This song ( I hope it works) makes me think of him even more...
TO DAVE:
I know you can't see this but I am thinking of you and missing you...I love you sirdave...And I hope you are happy where you are....
[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVlbbk4SPC4[url]
Love always,
Dee

know what to say...i am in another world and i haven't come out of it yet. still trying to figure things out of why...one day my mind will come back the way it was...not right now though...everyone take care of yourself....love ya xxoxoxooxxx

To all friends of NWDave....
Dave unfortuntely has passed on from this world...I found out today from his dad...I lost a really good friend this week and I wish I had the answers to give....He is a fantstic guy and cared alot about his friends. Alot of people on here knew him...My heart is broken cause he is gone and I don't know why. His parents called me and told me he passed either Tues or Wed. He was such a loving, caring and sweet person. He will be missed badly. I saw him over the Christmas holidays. He looked really good and met my kids as well.
Dave, I love you and will miss you deeply....
Damn you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where is your cell phone? - bedroom
Your significant other? - work
Your hair? – messy
Your mother? - aging
Your father? - deceased
Your favourite thing? - peace and quiet
Your dream last night? - none
Your favourite drink? - kahlua
Your goal? - lose weight
What room are you in? - living room
Your hobby? - reading
Your fear? - spiders
Where do you want to be in 6 years? - working
Where were you last night? - Home
Something that you aren't? - working
Muffins? - strawberry cheesecake
Wish list item? - comfort
Where you grew up? - city life
Last thing you did? - made love
What are you wearing? - pj's
TV? - yes
Your pets? - none atm
Friends? - 5
Without friends? - lonely
Your life? - whirlwind
Your mood? - sad
Missing someone? - yes
Your bike? - none
Something you're not wearin? - undies
Your favourite store? - wally world
Your favourite colour? - blue
When is the last time you laughed? - last night
Last time you cried? - 2 days ago
Who will resend this? - don't know
Where do you go to over and over? - interviews
Five people who email me regularly? – junk mail
My favourite place to eat? - Bonefish Grill
Favourite place I'd like to be at right now? - a warm island
Four people I think will respond? - no clue

for all the luck..Unfortunately luck wasn't on my side today. I left the house with more than enough time to get to the interview. The only bad thing was that there was bumper to bumper traffic and I didn't get there on time for the interview...I am just sooooooooooooooooooooo flippin pissed. Now I have to wait till next week....F--k!!!!!!!! We will see what happens on Thursday now...love to you all....(((