Alpina's blog post - Some Thoughts

One of my occasional readers wrote in his PM that he was surprised how open I was for all the things to come over the weekend - he felt that not only my mind was open for all kinds of experiences but also my pussy. And he wanted to know how I dealt with guilt after I cheated on my husband because for him such a situation was always awful, because he was usually a decent person. On the other hand he admired that I was so adventurous, he would love his wife to be sexually less predictable.

First I must say that I love to receive PMs, also this one, although I usually do not answer them individually so often: I feel that my blog is some kind of answer. What I think is specal about this PM is how far away the concepts and values expressed in it are from mine. If this is an average view on sexuality - I sometimes wonder how others must see me.

Because it's true: my openness is usually not less physical than mental. I have no contract with Phillip which guarantees him solitary access to my body, or me to his, so there is no cheating possible and no guilt necessary. This does of course not mean that I don't mind what he does and that I am free of jealousy. But I strongly believe that people should not be owned - neither as slaves, nor as husbands and wives. So my bond with Phillip is mainly mental, and not physical, and I think this is how it should be. I always wonder about husbands who live in a world of their own all day and then come home and fuck their wives without really sharing their lives with them.

What would hurt me more: Phillip fucking a beautiful girl who offers herself to some fun, having a good orgasm in a lovely surrounding, or dumping some cum between her luscious lips, or him having a long-term relationship with a woman online, turning his emotional inside out, chatting for hours and regularly wanking to her picture. Certainly the second.