"I took the pledge as a faithful Alpinist, so I will be here forever, I will wait patiently for each blog, whenever you may feel like posting", is what I could read in a PM from a good friend and long-time reader today. As long as I get such wonderful and uplifting messages, I will try to be here, even if the number of visitors to my blog is dwindling rapidly.
What keeps me from writing more is my uncertainty - my fear of what might happen next. Do I really know how serious it is? I don't work, but stay at home, and the others treat me so carefully that it moves me to tears. Phillip and Helene, and my friends Elsie and Joerg really do their best to cheer me up. It's a time now I have to go through, my doctor said today, not only me alone, but my daughter and me (I still don't know if it is a daughter, it just feels like one). So that's what I try to do.
Kisses to all,
your Alpina
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