Alpina's blog post - A Show

My life has slowed down - everything I do, I do moderately: walking, eating and drinking, sitting in the sun and making love. On the one hand it's me: I am becoming plumper and plumper and immobile, not only through my pregnancy, but also because of the whole circumstances which have lead to me taking a break from work. How I miss teaching and all the contacts which go with it.

On the other hand people around me treat me very much like a patient. They mean well of course, but the can't hide that they are worried and don't want to do anything which could be too much for me. So it's usually I who has to take the initiative when I feel like doing something against my inactivity.

So after enjoying Helene's wonderful meal yesterday evening and sitting outside a little (I allow myself a small glass of wine in such a situation), I suggested that the three of us might share our bed again for a change. We hadn't done this for some time - the other two just didn't want to impose anything on me, I presume. It was so good and gratifying - so warm and so sensual I almost had to cry.

How I had to smile when Phillip began taking Helene the same careful way he had done it with me before, lying behind her and rocking her gently. I knew of course why he did it, and I love him for this. Still I said, "Come on, I want to see something good, this program here hardly surpassed Austrian state TV".

And so I watched them becoming more and more excited, once liberated from the care they had taken, and and falling into each other, hungry for it - and so Phillip and Helene had a really good, moaning and rolling around fuck - and when they finished in total exhaustion, I kissed their embarrassment from both their lips. And then we slept in Phillip's arms.