Alpina's blog post - Changing Desires

I feel that my dark and wild Sister Hyde has gone into hibernation for a while - my urges and desires have become so quiet and ordinary. I am looking for warmth and comfort much more nowadays than for excitement, dirt, abandonment in lust and ecstasy. Phillip is catering for my physical needs ever so well, and friendship has become more important for me than ever before. I must admit, though, that a surprising message from a good friend like "Just wanted you to know that maybe you don't celebrate MTM anymore but I did this morning. Guess who I was thinking of as I masturbated in bed and cum spurted all over my chest?", which I found this morning, still sends some lusty shudders down my spine.

I think that one reason for me becoming more balanced is that I don't teach anymore. All I have to be now is myself. I don't play a role anymore - and so I don't need another side of me to compensate for this. My business suits are in a cupboard in the attic, and even my usual tight, black cotton Calida thongs have ended up in a cardboard box for the moment and been replaced by some less body-hugging, camel toe-producing, but more protective material.

We think that Elsie's baby is due by the end of next week at the latest. I will keep you informed.