Alpina's blog post - At it again

Thank you so much for all the lovely comments and wonderful PMs. It's nice to be remembered. I will be here with you again, practice my written English and particularly typing with ten fingers, something I have learnt lately. I am still slow, but nobody can type faster than think anyway, and so there is no hurry. When I think how long I typed all my worksheets and blogs with considerably fewer fingers, I can hardly believe. And I will also try to answer all the questions which you have asked me.

I got so much good advice from you lately, too, and you are right: I must begin to be myself again, a woman in her own rights, with wants and desires - certainly something a mum is not. Well, the old desires seem to be back, and things can arouse me again which I hardly noticed in the past few months. I looked at some pictures here - and yes, some can do it. Or films - when they are good. But most of all it's Phillip - I am about to rediscover his body, part by part, and it is just great.

Yes, we did it over the weekend - Phillip had been so patient and never ever urged me to something I was not ready for. But on Saturday, in the middle of all the people in the open air market square, I begged him to fuck me on that night, and do it good and long and as hard as it was possible. I said it in a fairly loud voice, risking that bystanders could overhear us; he looked around and in mock earnestness he put his hand over my mouth, but he knew exactly what I was after, and when I put a probing hand over his crotch, he was as firm as a rock.

We fed the baby, and we sang her into sleep. And then there was nothing that could stop us.