Anupeer
Gift PremiumI don't pretend to be anyone but myself. Love meeting new people and having fun, very open-minded and non-judgemental.
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Tuesday, March 6, 2007, 1:06:07 AM- My Wet History | ||
I have always been both interested and fascinated by peeing and wetting and just about everything that goes along with it, fo as long as I can remember. Even as a child, though I didn't feel the sexual excitement I feel today, I still felt something....an excitement over it anytime I got the opportunity to experience it in some way. I occassionally wet my pants as a child just because, even though I could have very easily have made it to the bathroom in time. And I often took the opportunity to pee in various places outdoors just to feel the thrill of doing something naughty. I was also a child bed-wetter, peeing in my sleep uncontrollably and soaking my bed numerous times. My mother never said anything to me about wetting my pants or my bed....she just went about cleaning it up and never questioned it, knowing or hoping that I would grow out of it eventually. I always loved the sound of someone peeing as well and would somehow put myself in the whereabouts of the bathroom when I knew someone was going in there to pee. I would hear the tinkling and splashing sounds as they relieved themselves and that too would give me a thrill and would actually make me want to wet myself many times....though of course I never did. Being a girl was a great opportunity for hearing and watching someone pee as well because as we all know, girls always go to the bathroom with a friend! In we would go and I would sit on the edge of the tub or on the cupboard and we would chat back and forth as I kept my ears open for the familiar peeing sounds right there in the room with me! Of course, as I grew up the pants wetting and the bed wetting for the most part disappeared both because it was expected and because I thought I was weird for feeling the way I did about it. Still, when I used the toilet to relieve myself, I would often hold my hand under my hot stream or cup it so I could feel the warm wettness against my privates, secretly getting a thrill out of it. I would still wet myself when I was in my bathing suit and swimming in the water and would always pee while I was in the shower, whether it was at home or a public shower at the swimming pool because it wasn't noticable and I could still feel that certain excitment I always felt. A few times I would awaken in the middle of the night having to pee or perhaps just on the verge of peeing and instead of getting up to visit the bathroom, I would drift off to sleep once again with that familiar wet warmth gradually surrounding my body, and I would snuggle under the covers even more. I spent alot of time on my grandmother's farm as a teenager, often spending up to a month of the summer there with my female cousin. We practically lived outdoors and being on a farm, when you had to pee, you dropped your pants, squatted and pee'd! Everyone did it and no one thought it naughty or bad. I couldn't even begin to count the times I got to hear and actually see my cousin pee on the ground outside! Wow! I was in my glory! Don't get me wrong, it wasn't my cousin I was attracted to or turned on by, it was only the wonderful sounds she made as she pee'd right there in front of me, sometimes right out in plain view where I could actually see it running from her body! Of course I took the opportunity to pee outside whenever I could, even drinking more than I normally would just so I could! Well, as I became an adult, my wet desires were buried even further though in private I would still allow myself to become excited by my own peeing. I never wet myself nor my bed anymore. The only thing I would allow myself to do was to hold when I had the urge to pee and when I could get away with it, allow myself to dribble into my panties and feel the wetness that way....never enough to actually leak through to my pants though! And at different times when I was caught short and became quite desperate, I would pee outside in semi-public places. It wasn't until just over a year ago now that came to find that becoming sexually turned on from wetting and peeing wasn't so strange afterall! When downloading some music videos onto my computer, I came across a video clip of a woman wetting herself and peeing opening and then rubbing herself to orgasm. I couldn't believe my eyes! Naturally I went in search of more and came across a wet site where I started to read and saw that this so called "fetish" was actually quite widely and somewhat openly enjoyed....by both females and males! I was hooked! I started posting my thoughts and feelings on the subject and got quite the response. I so enjoyed talking about this, finally! Then I got really brave......I loaded up by bladder one night, got my camera ready, and I proceeded to wet my pants! The feelings racing through my body as I wet myself for the first time in over 25 years were incredible! It wasn't even hard to do as I relaxed and took just a few extra seconds longer than normal before I felt pee dribbling out of me and before long soaking into my dry white cotton panties, leaving them wet and then finally soaking through and creating a lovely wet spot on my faded army green pants. I looked down and was amazed as that small spot grew, soaking my pants and then running down the insides, causing that wet spot to grow and expand until I was about wet right down to the floor! I can even describe what I was feeling inside as I felt my heart hammering in my chest at doing something so naughty which turned quickly to excitment. The warmth growing across my legs, moving downwards and I could feel certain parts of my body begin to harden and by the time I finished peeing, I couldn't get my hand slid under my now soaked pants, fast enough. I orgasmed within seconds and then again once I downloaded the pictures I managed to take of my progress at my first adult pants wetting, as I looked at them, watching my pants become wet my own pee, step by step. The whole experience was amazing and not one that will soon be forgotten. Since then, I have taken every opportunity to wet my pants, sometimes just my panties when the opportunity for a full wetting wasn't there and then sometimes just playing my own little pee games when even a panty wetting wasn't possible. Over the past year or so, I've managed to obtain a number of video clips which I enjoy at different times and a very small collection of wet pictures. I even managed to wet my bed once in the past year....but that's another story! So there you go.....even though my husband of 17 years knows about my wet fetish, he hasn't gotten a whole lot involved and doesn't say too much about it at any point, I still manage to enjoy what I can when I can and probably manage to wet myself once a week at the least...more if I can! | ||
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Thursday, March 1, 2007, 4:34:11 AM- A little about me.... | ||||||
Hey everyone, nice place you have here! I've just joined NN tonight after being referred by a relatively new friend I met on line and after looking around a bit, thought it might be nice to make myself comfy and perhaps start a blog for myself. Ok, first the usual stuff....I'm female, 39 years old, married and have 2 teenage kids. I live in Canada and my nickname here is only a catchy name I came up with after joining another site and dabbling a bit in one of my newest yet oldest, fetishes. It simply means.... A new pee'r ....thus Anupeer. So yes, amoung many other things, I have a sexual fasincation with different areas of peeing. I don't know if that type of thing is accepted here, so I'll just leave it at that and if anyone is inetersted they can let me know! As I stated on my profile, I am very open-minded, I don't judge people for what they do or what they like or for any reason for that matter and I do love sex! I enjoy writing erotica and have for some other online friends, and just like to come on line and have fun meeting new friends and people from all over the world! Whatever would we do without the internet anymore? I know I for one, would be lost! And I'd have missed out and meeting so many wonderful people that I otherwise would never have had the chance to meet. I'd love to share some of my personal experiences here on my blog but am a little unsure of where I should start and what others would be interested in reading about....if anything at all! Some people have told me I'm quite daring when it comes to certain things and also that I tend to be on the adventurous side of things.....love to experiment and am always up for trying something new if it sounds fun! So I'll it at that......if anyone by any chance comes along and reads this, please feel free to leave your comments and I'll think a little more about what more to add to my blog. Hey....if you want to hear about anything in particular, why don't you leave it here and I'll see what I can do for you! Thanks for having me here! I hope to get to know you soon! And thanks Kate4moore, for inviting me here! | ||||||
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