"Good so the your ready to begin so xxxxx"- newromantic
Tuesday, November 17, 2015, 1:23:34 AM- Goodbyes
I said my final good bye to Hobomo at his funeral today. Lucky for me it was a closed casket. I dont think I could have kept it together to see him dead. His family included me in the services. I sat with them during the service and at the wake. His sister approached me and thanked me for being his friend. He has apparently told her about our friendship. I am going to miss him. I just want to be hugged and to be told it's going to be ok. I know I will be but I guess I am needy like that.
"Good choice, can I choose you and make myself happy? Xxx"- newromantic
Monday, November 9, 2015, 2:16:51 PM- I am strong
I will overcome my hurt and come out as a better person because of it. I am realizing I deserve to be happy. We are responsible for our own happiness. I want to love and be loved openly. Not something that has to be kept behind closed doors. I will be happy. Just watch and see.
Today I said good bye forever to Hobomo. I got to spend some time alone with him. I hot to say everything I needed yo tell him. The Doctors say that it's the machines keeping him alive and he is not there. My head can accept that but my heart cannot. Tommorrow the family is going to remove the machine that helps him breathe. I don't know if I can make the funeral.
"My sweet one, it will be hard to go but you must, I know from my past that not to go will hurt you more then to go , just go, do not even have to be there long, but go my sweet one, it will help you in the future xxx I am so sorry for your loss , I truly am, no words can help, but time does help xxx"- newromantic
Thursday, November 5, 2015, 3:17:04 AM- Asking for positive thoughts
For my good friend and fellow NN'er Hobomo. He had a heart attack last night. He is now in a coma and on life support. Good vibes go a long way.
Sunday, November 1, 2015, 12:35:21 PM- Sunday after Halloween
Way too much candy left over.
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Thursday, October 29, 2015, 1:40:47 PM- Another Formal Dinner
For the residents at work. Shelp cocktails, steak, Gricot green beans, ride baked potatoes, cheese cake with caramel and chocolate for dessert. It was yummy.