Bernie201056's blog post - still hangin in there..

Wednesday, December 29, 2010, 3:32:20 AM
I am in Las Vegas, Nevada. Been back on the road for about 6 days now, been so far this week running pretty hard, so hopefully it keeps up I really need the money..

I have never worked so hard and made so little in my life..

Been barely able to pay my mortgage and other bills.. Collection companies have been hounding me like I can somehow create money like the Government does..

My credit is shot to shit anyway even if I do somehow able to pay them, I really at this time have no choice..

I keep hopeing that things will get better this next coming year, but till I can see some good signs that is happening, all I can do is hope and keep ploding along the best I can..

I need to start selling some of my stuff , but when do I have the time to do that! When I am always on the road trying to make a living..

Most of my stuff, I should say all the stuff that I could sell needs money to get it ready for sale and then I would have to advertise which takes more money, so that idea is pretty much out of the question at this time..

If this dark cloud of misfortune will ever leave me so I can have some good things happen to me for a change. I might beable to get myself going good again.. I just get so damn tired of it all..

B



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purr_rr on 29-Dec-10 6:20:50
keep plugging away thats all you can do
sending u hopes of a better time of things k

Bill1938 on 31-Dec-10 17:35:27
Hang in there Bernie, maybe you just need a good fuck and suck session once in awhile?

Bernie201056 on 1-Jan-11 4:55:33
Thanks Bill But sadly my heart just is not into it any more. I am just kidding myself to say it is..