Blue_Saphire's Blog

I see that lantern trimmed low burning in our home. And though I feel like crying, I swear tonight, I'll cry no more.

How many times have I prayed That I would get lost along the way?

Dream with the feathers of angels stuffed beneath your head. The regulator's swinging pendulum.

Come with me and walk the longest mile.

Is his wallet leather? Is his wallet fat? For not a year later it's got you lying on your back. You should have closed your windows and got another dog. You should have chained up all the doors and switched up all the locks.

And how many times have I prayed The angels would speed me away.

Dream with the feathers of angels stuffed beneath your head. The regulator's swinging pendulum.

Come with me and walk the longest mile.

"Kick In The Teeth"

We live in a cold dark world with venom in it's fangs. You can spit it in my face but I know I'll be ok It's on the attack. It's a war, It's a game. A ball and chain chew my arm off to get away Don't fight, or it deny it, invite it cause when it ..

Feels like a kick in the teeth, I can take it. Throw your stones and you won't see me break it. Say what you want, take your shots. You're setting me free with one more kick in the teeth (Na na na na na) Kick in the Teeth (na na na na na na)

I gotta say thanks cause you kick me when im down I'm bleeding out the mouth. I hope you know I'm stronger now. I'm taking the hate, I'm turning it all around. I wont go down 'til I'm six feet underground. Dont fight, or it deny it, invite it, cause when it ...

Feels like a kick in the teeth, I can take it. Throw your stones and you won't see me break it.

Say what you want, take your shots. You're setting me free with one more kick in the teeth (na na na na na) Kick in the teeth (na na na na na)

What doesnt kill me only, will make me stronger in my head In my head

Cause when it Feels like a kick in the teeth, I can take it. Throw your stones and you won't see me break it. Say what you want, take your shots You're setting me free with one more kick in the teeth (na na na na na) Kick in the teeth (na na na na na) Say what you want. Take your shots. You're setting me free with one more kick in the. teeth (na na na na na) Kick in the teeth (na na na na na) Kick in the teeth (na na na na na) Kick in the teeth (na na na na na)

Finally, after a 16 year long nightmare I am awake, free, and ready to fly! Why did it take me so long? Fear of the unknown, I suppose. But I'm not afraid anymore! I want to live, to taste life and have fun, meet new people, start a whole new life.
Look out world, here I come!

Well, how about that? My first blog-ever! I wonder if anyone will really read it?
This place is a trip. I can't help but to wonder how many people are here just for the sex stuff and how many are here because they're truly lonely? I guess I'm one of the latter ones. Oh, don't get me wrong, the sexuality is very exciting, but more than anything I hope to make a good friend or two. Sex is a great distraction when you're drowning, but friendship is the life preserver that saves your sorry ass.
So, will today be the day I go under or get saved? And that, my friend, is a question for the ages...