BoostSX's blog post - My first blog.... The exhibitionist in me

As it is the first, I will keep it fairly on-topic as far as this site goes.

As long as I can remember I have always been somewhat of an exhibitionist. When I was a young teen, I would sometimes go over to a friends place for a swim. They had some girls that were a bit younger than me. At some stage I was aware that they were fascinated in me. I can't remember why, however it was a big turn-on. So when I got dressed in the bathroom, I would leave the door just a little ajar and I could see the girls watching me.

I guess this set the path for the future. I still don't feel totally comfortable people seeing me that may not want to see me, So I remain fairly conservative (where is my spirit of adventure lol).

I have plenty of stories but I will leave for another day. I'll leave you with just one. This morning I went out and did my latest photoshoot (see my latest photos). I went out early for a couple of reasons. The main reason was I wanted some undisturbed photo shoots, as I was going to a fairly popular area on a public holiday. I also could get up early because I normally start work at 7am, so it felt quite normal to get up at that time. When I got to my location, it was dead quiet. Fantastic I thought. Knocked off quite a few shots, however the batteries didn't have much life in them, so the shoot was cut short.

I felt quite comfortable there without any clothes on, so I started walking back carrying my shorts, pants, and camera. Was wearing my t-shirt so it wasn't too obvious. As I was walking back, I got to the location where I was originally aiming to put my clothes back on, however it was still very quiet so I decided to go a little further. I was walking along just enjoying myself, when I heard a rustling and saw a wallaby hop across the path in front of me. I was a bit startled as the sound registered before the image, and I thought it might have been someone. I calmed down soon after, and kept walking. A little bit further on, I see a man on a cyclist coming. I swear to myself and quickly put the camera down and put on the pants and shorts. I managed to get the job done before the cyclist went past me, but I don't know whether he saw me when I first saw him. He didn't say anything, so who knows?

I desperately want to tune my mind not to worry about what other people will think of me. This doesn't just extend to nudity either, as in most aspects of my life I worry about what people will think. I know that I can never improve myself without overcoming this, so I will continue to work on this.

Anyway hope you all have a great day.