I decided to join NN for a specific reason.
Even though I'm nearly 50, I've never had sex.
I could have written: I'm still a virgin.
I didn't do it because "virgin" is a label, and I don't like labels.
I have never had sex for various reasons, mainly related to the physical component.
Basically I'm shy, and I don't consider myself attractive.
I have never had a sporty body and, as you have already seen from the photos, I have a small penis.
All this led me to build myself a shell, a comfort zone made up of work, movies, comics, food, masturbation.
I need NN membership to get out of my comfort zone.
I don't know if here I will find a girl or woman to fuck with (Italians are a small part of all members), but only expose myself with photos, videos and blogs I'm sure it will help me to fight shyness and increase my self esteem.
If I don't know anyone to fuck with, I'm going to have sex with an escort.
Love, B
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