Buckeye Brenda's Blog

I am a BBW, and that's putting it lightly. I am disgustingly obese by most standards. But ya know what I like about this site? There's men here who LIKE old fat chicks like me (or at least they say they do). Plus, if I cam with a guy and he thinks my ass is too jiggly or i have too much cellulite or my belly hangs too low, or my asshole is too wellused, i can just say "F*ck you" and hit "disconnect" - no harm to my ego, and my need for exhibitionism gets met anonymously on the internet.

My NN boyfriend dumped me, I am so sad. Now I have no one to cam with, and playing with my vibes alone is no fun. I've only cammed a few times and I'm pretty new at it, but I like it and I am learning. I'm not the most creative person in the world, so I love it when the guy takes charge and tells me what he wants to see.

the best feeling in the world:

Walking around town with jizz dripping out of my pussy and asshole after spending the afternoon fucking and getting fucked. Panties soaked with cum, dripping down my leg, making my natural unshaved luscious bush wet and sticky. I put my fingers deep into my pussy (even though it's sometimes hard for me to reach it), get a big glob of cum, and lick it off, savoring that man-taste mixed with my own juices. When I go home, I take off all my clothes, lay down on the bed, turn the ceiling fan on high, and wrap my wet panties around my head...smelling and tasting...bucking and moaning...imagining a hot man riding me hard...such a turnon...if it's nice outside, I sunbathe in the nude while sniffing my panties. My yard is semi-private, and I think I've been seen once or twice, but that turns me on, is that weird?

If I am really horny, and my porn collection and/or big selection of toys doesnt satisfy me, I am lucky enough to have a couple of local "fuck buddies". They are in their early/mid 20s and totally HOT. They don't have too much in the brains department, but they work out all the time and I like touching them. I usually like older guys (since they know how to please a woman better), but these guys are awesome hardbodies. I write all their term papers for them in college and do any powerpoint presentations they need for school or work...in exchange, they fuck me whenever I want them to. They can't stop fucking me, and they dare not say no when I call .. I have pictures of me and these guys together in "compromising situations".. Stuff with me, but once I got them to experiment with gay sex while I watched and took vids...I gotta liquor them up first, but not too much...too much and they cant get it up, and then that's not fun at all! But not enough booze, and it's limpdick city...it's a delicate balancing act, but I've managed it pretty well.