Candy52958's blog post - My first over the top BDSM lover

I had messed around with light BDSM for years starting in my late twenties but had a few experiences before that as well. Hubby and I had even played around with it but he was way too easy on me no matter how rough I was with him. If I wore any marks after a session with him it was marks around my ankles and wrists or a handprint or two on my ass. To be honest I wore hickeys on my neck that lasted longer than anything else with hubby.
So, when I was forty-two and had let this man pick me up at the grocery store, I can’t say I was prepared for what he had in store. At first it was just the two of us, but I still went home wearing marks on my tits, ass, legs and usually my back before he finished with me. Sometimes I even had blood dripping or dried on my body. More than likely I also would go home with mascara running down my face from crying. But I loved it for some reason and loved how I always went home with cum running out of me and off me. Jesse being only 29 had a lot of cum to give and he wasn’t stingy.
I knew he was telling his buddies at work about me, and more and more was hearing how dirty they were all talking about me and what they would do to me if given the chance. So, in a lot of ways when I showed up at his house one evening, I don’t think I was shocked to see four other men there waiting on me to arrive. I was shocked when they ripped my dress off me and dragged me out back and tied me to a post on the porch. Jesse had shared several times how their lunch hour or after work meet up for drinks had gone. So as the weeks went on the stories, he told of him and his friends got dirtier and more painful sounding by the week.
When the first one hit my ass with a wood paddle I jumped and jumped so hard I hit the post which ended up leaving a bruise on my head and right tit, but I found that out later. I had one to my left and one to my right alternately hitting me with wood paddles as the others egged them on with whip her ass, hit her harder, make her beg while the two on either side of me were busy explaining how they would rip me open with their cocks. I passed sobbing and was probably ugly crying when I heard someone say my turn and felt something hit my back making my knees buckle. I was held up by the hook they had tied me up to or I would have collapsed to the ground. Six to eight more times something hit my back before they started on my thighs. Two would hold my legs open while another hit me with the same thing, they hit my back with.
I guess I was too loud as someone grabbed me by the hair and jerked my head back before saying shut your mouth or I will slam something in it to shut you up. I wondered if I should be quiet and let them continue or keep crying and pray, they meant they would slam a cock in my mouth to shut me up. To me having a cock slammed in me sounded way better than what was going on now. Then I thought they might mean something else and tried my best not to let out what was to scream inside me.
When they loosened my wrists and finally turned me around, I could see they were hitting my back and legs with a riding crop. I had one I used on hubby often and I had seen what it can do to the skin when used wrong. As I was strapped to the pole this time, they took a leather strap and placed it around my neck and pulled it tight around the pole. Then two of them grabbed my legs and pulled them behind the pole and tied my ankles together. I was hanging from my arms and my neck without being able to support any of my weight at this point and I started to protest. But one reached over on a counter and grabbed what looked like a very large dildo, but it had a huge leather piece at the base then two leather straps hanging off it. It was pressed hard into my mouth and then tied behind the pole as well. It almost covered my nose but left me little room to breathe.
One by one they used that crop on my tits and now and then they used it on my pussy which mostly didn’t hurt as bad but also made me want to beg for a cock to quench the fire inside me. I couldn’t see my body to see how bad they had marked me up by this time, but I knew it was bad. I also was wondering why I laughed and said bring them on when he had told me he thought he would just let them all have me at once a few weeks earlier. I had heard so many stories at this point I had to understand it was going to be bad if he ever let them have me.
Next thing I knew I was in a daze and draped over something. I tried to stand but when I tried to pull my legs together under me, I found out they were tied to something spreading them wide open. My legs, ass, back and tits hurt, and my tits and ass were burning. I tried to stand while not being able to get my legs under me and my nipples screamed in pain. Somehow, they were tied to something as well and they were swollen and sore.
As my head started to clear I could see they were all sitting around laughing and having some drinks. I began to hear some of them discussing what they had done to me and what they still would be doing to me. Then one of them noticed I was coming around and I heard him say just relax and enjoy as you have so much more coming before we finish with you.
Trying to take an assessment of my body I could now fill something running out of my ass and pussy. I don’t remember any of them fucking me so I couldn’t figure out what was happening. Then another one swirled their ice cubes around in a glass and said let’s get some more drinks and let her wake all the way up so she doesn’t miss what is next.
Standing up one of them with a beer bottle came around behind me and slammed it in my ass. I thought he was going to lose it if he went in any deeper. I tried to scream but the dildo was still stuffed in my mouth, but the laces were now tied around my neck tightly instead of around the pole. He started to pull out the beer bottle when someone said just leave it. She already proved she loves her ass stuffed. So he left it in and all went inside.
It felt like thirty minutes or more had passed when they returned. Someone was now behind me and pushed a couple ice cubes in my pussy before pulling out the beer bottle and pushing a couple more in my ass. I thought that must be why things are running out of my ass and pussy. It had to be water from the ice cubes melting.
Still laying over something they all began to look through a box on the table in front of me when someone pulled something out that was like a cone shape that narrowed down right before the base which was nearly as big as the bottom of the cone. Taking it and a tube of something he walked behind me, and I felt his fingers pushing the thick goo into me. Then out of the blue the cone went in my ass. It felt like he rammed it inside, but it was slower than I was imagining as my ass stretched to accommodate the size of this thing. Then finally it popped all the way in, and my ass sucked up around the narrow part. The base held it from going deeper.
As two of them stepped to either side of me I felt my nipples being pulled even tighter. Then I felt his cock push against my pussy. All I could think about was if they would take me to a bed, I could make them enjoy this so much more, but they had other ideas and he backed off and slapped my ass so hard I thought I was falling forwards. But he grabbed my hips and again pushed his cock against my pussy. This time he went in several inches, and I could tell he had a nice size cock. But once again he backed up and slapped my ass again. This time it burned even more, and my nipples were being tugged and pulled by whatever they had on them.
Third time he pressed his cock against my pussy he went all the way in and began to fuck me. There was no part of this now that was going to be about my pleasure. It was for him to shoot me full of his cum and nothing else. As he drove in, I would start to fall forwards again, and he would grab my hips and pull me back. I could feel the tears running down my face once again if they ever stopped as my nipples were pulled taught and was still swaying in the night air. For some reason I had an orgasm, and I could feel the muscles in my pussy straining to drain his cock of all the cum he had but it seemed as if he had cum a few times already and was not ready. His assault on my pussy was more intense by the second and somehow, he had found his way even deeper inside me. But soon he let it go driving into me so hard my belly came off whatever I was draped over then slammed back down taking the air from me as he unloaded and pulled out.
I opened my eyes to see none of the guys in front of me anymore and trying to turn my head I still didn’t see any when a paddle landed on my ass as the guy, I had been seeing said so you ready to show my friends how good you suck cock.
I tried to get out a yes, but the paddle came down on my ass again. I knew how badly he liked it rough, but he hadn’t ever hit me that hard before and I could tell he was showing off. So once again I tried my best to say yes. No sooner had he said I can’t hear you than the paddle cracked across my ass for the third time. I did everything I could to yell yes so someone could hear me past this dildo stuff in my mouth.
It must have worked as I heard him say that is more like it my sexy little cock sucker. He untied the straps from around my neck and I started to push it out but locked my lips around it until they removed it so I wouldn’t get any more punishment for a few minutes. At least I hoped I wouldn’t get any for a few minutes. There was pretty much no part of my body not sore or burning.
Someone finally pulled it out of my mouth then grabbed my hair lifting my head up as they placed their cock against my lips. I was going to be the best little cock sucker they ever met so they would forget about enjoying hitting me with the paddles, riding crops and the leather straps hanging out of the box in front of me.
It was no time, and I had a cock fucking my mouth while another fucked my pussy. I had forgotten how bad my nipples were burning and just focused on the cock in my mouth each time and let whoever was in my pussy have their fun. Round and round they went, and I could taste cum and my juices on a few as they changed places. I was quite sure more than five guys had cum in my mouth but maybe some came back for seconds. I couldn’t be sure at this point. Each one had enjoyed grabbing my hair up in their hands and pulling me up to accept their cocks. Enough so that my scalp was burning from the tugging. But I took every drop they could shoot in my mouth and down my throat with pleasure as the alternative in my mind was way worse. Finally, the cocks stopped coming and I figured they needed a break.
But it seemed I wasn’t getting one and I finally found out why I couldn’t move my head. Someone unbuckled a collar from around my neck and then undid the straps on my wrists from wherever they had been tied and lifted me up till I was standing. I was wobbling for sure as my legs were still attached to something, but I could now see the straps attached to my nipples and something metal hanging from the other end bouncing against my body. I think my nipples ached even more being tugged downwards than they had being stretched out straight. I also got a glimpse of my tits, and they were red with lines going back and forth across them and to me they even looked swollen.
My mind racing all I could think about is how do I make it so great for them I get out of here with my life. I knew that was probably being dramatic, but it is also what was running through my mind. I felt my right leg loosen and I pulled it under me a bit, so I felt more staple. Then the left came loose as well. The leather straps were still tight around each, but I now could stand without feeling like I would fall over. The strain of my muscles being pulled apart that far now gone didn’t Aleve the pain each still felt, and I knew I was covered in welts from their abuse. I was also starting to wonder if they were done with me, and I would be able to go home. Except for my nipples still being attached and the leather straps being bound around my wrists and ankles I was no longer tied to anything.
Someone said shit look at what we have done to her body. Then to my utter amazement I heard him say she has been the best by far. Someone else said I think she can take even more. Then they grabbed the two straps hanging from my wrist and someone grabbed a chair and climbed up in it pulling my arms up they tied me to links hanging from the roof of the porch. I was not completely flat footed on the ground but more slipping back and forth from tip toes to my heel touching the floor.
My ass was still holding tight to whatever was inside it and somehow seemed to clamp down tighter when the first one hit it again with the paddle. I think the base gave me a little protection from the real force they hit my ass with as I didn’t seem to jump as bad. Same with the next three but I think they figured it out and the fourth swat was more to the side. My eyes had closed, and I wasn’t prepared for the swat of a riding crop across my right tit. But I felt the juices inside me starting to flow again and said softly fuck me please. Then a little louder I again said fuck me please. The one in front that had smacked the side of my tit so hard reached between me and the lace holding the metal object and squeezed my tit. His fingers dug into the side and then he pulled. I couldn’t help it and took a deep breath before pushing my pussy forwards the best I could but was unable to reach him.
I think he had saw as his hand went down to my pussy and he stuffed two fingers inside me and began to work them around. It didn’t take long, and I was moaning in-between begging him to fuck me. He was getting as hot as me and twisted the loops off my nipples and began to suck and bite them. I was crying for more as I tasted blood in my mouth, he was biting so hard now. He moved off my nipples and sunk his teeth into my tit and then began to suck. I knew he was trying to leave his mark on me but didn’t care as it was minor compared to the marks they had already left on my body. Soon another joined him and took my other nipple in his mouth and did the same. Soon he was sucking on my tit. I was beyond gone by now and just wanted a cock inside me, but they all had plans that didn’t include what I wanted.
One by one or two by two they sucked my tits and belly until I could feel the marks grow on my skin. I’m not sure I had anywhere else on my tits they could leave a mark but what they couldn’t find room for on my tits they made up for on my belly.
Finally, they unhooked me, and someone said are we leaving that giant butt plug in her or ripping it out. I know my eyes got big when someone else said rip it out. An arm went around my waist while two more grabbed my shoulders and pulled me down until my ass was in the air. I felt a hand grab around the base and work its way between my cheeks and the plastic until he had a firm grip. I was bracing for what was next but still didn’t get prepared as once he had his grip it came flying out in a single motion. I think I felt my ass flutter open and closed but also knew it wasn’t closed. Too much stuff was running out and down my legs for me to have gone back to being closed.
Jesse held me up from falling as he walked me inside then through the house to the front door. Once he opened it his arm was around me again as he helped me out to the Truck. Opening the door, he finally turned my naked, sore body to face him and gave me a kiss. Then his arms went around me, and he squeezed me tight to his body which made me ache in pain both in the front and the back. His lips were on fire as he kissed me or mine was from all the cocks being slammed against them earlier.
When he finally stopped kissing me, he said this was less than half the guys from work that wants you. Do you think you could handle ten at a time next week? I felt my legs buckle and if Jesse hadn’t tightened his grip I would have just fallen to the concrete driveway as his words shook me to the core.
I said Jesse I’m not sure I could ever go through that again with anyone no matter how few there were at a time. Pushing back a bit I said look at my body, I’m not sure I will even heal in a week and probably way longer. I said I know I allowed you to do whatever you wanted to me and my body, I even know I might have egged it on for you to allow others to do the same. But now that it has become a reality, I’m not sure I’m cut out for you or you and your friends.
Jesse said go home and get some rest and heal your wounds, but I know you and you will be back. You will be calling by next Friday begging for some more of this young hard cock.
I said Jesse I’m not sure that is true. I think I wanted to try and experiment with something, and I got in over my head. I don’t think I’m cut out for this lifestyle if I’m being honest. I know tonight anyway I’m not.
Jesse grabbed my pussy which I was just beginning to realize how sore it was and gave me another kiss before saying you will be back for more and then let me go.
Climbing into the seat I could feel my body hurt and burn all over. I could see the marks on my ankles and wrists from just the straps. My nipples were thinner next to my areolas and fatter on the end where they had tightened the straps around me. My belly, tits and legs were covered with marks from being hit with the riding crops and I had a faint remembrance of something that had all kinds of strips on the end of a knot they had beaten my belly and tits with before I must have passed out.
I rolled the window down as I drove home. The night air blowing across my body helped with the burning sensation. I had no idea what I would tell my husband when he got home Saturday night since there was zero chance the marks on my body weren’t going to look worse come tomorrow. But I knew he had seen me in bad shape before and was always so gentle no matter how bad he wanted to fuck me. My comforting thought when I finally made it home and went up to pour a hot bath was, he would be again