난 깨어나 까만 밤과 함께
다 들어와 담엔 누구 차례
한 치 앞도 볼 수 없는 막장 게릴라
경배하라 목청이 터지게
찌질한 분위기를 전환해
광기를 감추지 못하게 해
남자들의 품위 여자들의 가식
이유 모를 자신감이 볼만해
난 보란 듯이 너무나도 뻔뻔히
니 몸속에 파고드는 알러지
이상한 정신의 술렁이는 천지
오늘 여기 무법지
난 불을 질러
심장을 태워
널 미치게 하고 싶어
B.I.G Yea we bang like this 모두 다 같이
총 맞은 것처럼
빵 빵 빵!
빵 빵 빵!
빵야 빵야 빵야
빵 빵 빵!
빵 빵 빵!
빵야 빵야 빵야
다 꼼짝 마라 다 꼼짝 마
다 꼼짝 마라 다 꼼짝 마
오늘 밤 끝장 보자 다 끝장 봐
오늘 밤 끝장 보자
빵야 빵야 빵야
널 데려가 지금 이 순간에
새빨간 저 하늘이 춤출 때
돌고 돌아 너와 나 이곳은 Valhalla
찬양하라 더 울려 퍼지게
We go hard 불침번
밤새 달려 축지법
이 노래는 꼭지점 신이나 불러라 신점
큰 비명소리는 마성의 멜로디
검은 독기의 연결 고리
사방 팔방 오방 가서 푸는 고삐 whoo
난 불을 질러
네 심장을 태워
널 미치게 하고 싶어
B.I.G Yea we bang like this 모두 다 같이
총 맞은 것처럼
빵 빵 빵!
빵 빵 빵!
빵야 빵야 빵야
빵 빵 빵!
빵 빵 빵!
빵야 빵야 빵야
다 꼼짝 마라 다 꼼짝 마
다 꼼짝 마라 다 꼼짝 마
오늘 밤 끝장 보자 다 끝장 봐
오늘 밤 끝장 보자
빵야 빵야 빵야
Ready or not
Yea we don't give a what
Ready or not
Yea we don't give a what
Let's go 남자들은 위로
여자들은 get low
당겨라 bang bang bang
Let the bass drum go
남자들은 위로
여자들은 get low
당겨라 bang bang bang
Let the bass drum go

I used to be the one
I used to be your getaway dreamer
I couldn't get enough
Thinking that we would last forever
Don't know what you're thinking of
Slipping further out of reach
To the edge of town we could go
Away from all the world to see

You were wild trying to set yourself free
I didn't see the signs right in front of me

Oh, I'm running in the night so soon
I've got nothing left to lose
I'm leaving it all behind, running in the night with you
I won't let you get away again
We can see it through to the end
But whatever we do
I'm running in the night with you

I used to be the one
I used to be your place to land
Under the shadows
Into the palm of my hand
You're always changing the situation
Just when we found paradise
You're always shutting down the conversation
I can never read your mind

Oh, I'm running in the night so soon
I've got nothing left to lose
I'm leaving it all behind, running in the night with you
I won't let you get away again
We can see it through to the end
But whatever we do
I'm running in the night with you

Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Running with the night
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
I'm running with the night

I used to be the one
I used to be your getaway dreamer
I couldn't get enough
Thinking that we would last forever

Oh, I'm running in the night so soon
I've got nothing left to lose
I'm leaving it all behind, running in the night with you
I won't let you get away again
We can see it through to the end
But whatever we do
I'm running in the night with you

Oh, I'm running in the night so soon
I've got nothing left to lose
I'm leaving it all behind, running in the night with you
I won't let you get away again
We can see it through to the end
But whatever we do
I'm running in the night with you

Can't wear bikinis.

Sag.

Big.

Can't wear cute tops.

Can't wear strapless tops.

Boob sweat.

Drowing in our days
As the night owl left its trees
Calm is raising fast
That is best, it showed our worst
Chains unlock the past
Let go of what we've had
Our lives are on repeat
Working hard, holding the peace


We will try to overcome
We will try


And just hold on
And walk on
And just hold on
If you want this
I can show
There's a way out

Tell me where we hide
On the sideline of our life
Show me what it's like
When the worry's off your chest
And all that we leave behind
In this crazy state of mind
These roses are our ground
They need rain clouds when we're down


So they can grow to the sun
They can grow


And just hold on
And walk on
And just hold on
If you want to
I can show
There's a way out


And the truth hurts
It'll all burn
We're growing up
Learn just a little
Yeah the truth hurts
It'll all burn
We're growing up
Learn just a little
Learn just a little

So there's a dude who I would see occasionally come in the chatroom talk about stuff, but there's some things he mentioned that immediately makes him shallow. Mind you, this guy is 53 years old but no pictures to speak of. He also openly mentions how a woman's boobs are big in a rude way.

Just gonna call him Dude.

Dude and a newbie talked about how when going to a nude beach there's more men, and Dude mentioned how he doesn't see hot young things on the beach but old women. He even talked about why there aren't more attractive women on nude beaches.

1) This is reality, not fantasy. Most of the world's women are average.

2) "hot young things" what do you look like? You want a hot young thing, you better be Brad Pitt with six pack abs then.

3) Women like myself literally CANNOT control how our genes work when we get older. If I could press a button to look like those models you speak of, I'd press it in a heartbeat.

4) This is an amateur site, AMATEUR. You want nude models, yes, there are women like that here; just check my bookmarks. But most women on here like myself are "imperfect" posting.

Again...what do YOU look like? You want a perfect young thing, you better be a perfect Silver Fox with abs, muscles, and a 10 inch cock.

Might get deleted, oh well. Least I got this off my chest.

Fucking great, great great.

Can't delete one of my verified photos due to extremely low views. Otherwise, that yellow shield will be revoked.

That's going to bother me.

Ever since I've been here in 2019, I made it a rule that if a photo doesn't get 900 to 1,000 views in 24 hours it gets deleted. Anything below that tells me my photos are never good enough and they suck.

Chatroom today, a woman who rarely comes in there found it annoying I keep changing my username. Never talked to each other, and she didn't even have to mention my name to know she was clearly talking about me.

1) You ARE allowed to change your username.

2) My choice.

3) I still keep Crimson in the username.

4) Block me then.

You see perfect women on NN and makes me think how much I got slapped with the ugly stick due to my genes.

Saggy big boobs.

Stretch marks from losing weight.

My stomach looking wrinkly from weight being lost.

Not tall.

Gotta cover or crop out the stomach from now on, women making me ashamed.

I was perfectly skinny, tall, with small perky boobs.

Had to delete all my photos showing my stomach, because seeing the perfect women that I have now bookmarked just makes me feel disgusting. They can even do poses you wouldn't even catch someone like me doing at all.

I hate too when men refer to my boobs as large, big, huge, hanging, heavy, and God knows what else.

Life gave me the ugly stick when I was shaped to be imperfect.

How I'm still on this site.

I'm getting the urge to delete my photos again for the...fifth? Sixth? Time on here. If I hadn't deleted any photos, think it would be a little over 200 by now.

Getting tired of my boobs being called big. I loathe them so much. Unfortunately I have to hear over and over and over again from guys who refer to my boobs as big. I hate them. Want to know why, I explained why a couple times in past blogs.

Perfect women who are tall, skinny, with small perky boobs are the most sought after on NN. The most followed and most featured and most popular are perfect women as what we see on NN's homepage. Yet women who are imperfect like me are put on the back burner and ignored, bullied for our bodies, and just have to put up with the harrassment. I noticed women like me hardly post because of what we see on the homepage, and so end up leaving the site forever.

If you're perfect, you'll have a great time here. If you're not perfect like me, you'll have a Hell of a time here.