CuriousNVA2006's blog post - Why is it just so hard to chat anymore????

Ugh! I am so frustrated right now!!! Why is it so hard to find someone to chat with rather than "cyber" with them. What is the big deal about typing words about what you want to do with someone in a "sexual scenario"???? All I am looking for is someone halfway decent to carry a mature conversation with, preferably female. Eventually I would like to meet someone that I can have my first girl-girl experience with. How I am supposed to get comfortable and know that I am going to get along with this person, enough to share private thoughts and desires with if I can't do that because the person on the other end wants to either have cyber sex with me (what happened to doing the real thing with one another) or see my on cam so we can play--if I'm going to look at you I better be able to feel you, and I don't think technology has been able to make that happen yet. I don't get it. Can someone please explain to me why the world has gone so mad???? Did I miss something in chat rules, that say you can no longer have an adult mature conversation????