SORRY SORRY ....I have been too busy with new job we have not played as much .... BUT conversely I have been sooooo horney lately -- in the pass Robert and I continually argued about the number of guys I would fuck...my "aceptable" number was five...Robert always wanted 12! LOL!!! ....I never wanted to call our sessions -- "gang bangs" ....sounded so humilating, dirty, woman as meat.....



I can not tell you when it started to change....he de-sentized me to "Gang Bang" to start with ...he would have me whisper it to him when I wanted something!! When I was shopping and I had gone over my limit...when I saw some exorbidant peice of jewerly that I wanted ... I could not get that $800 dollar pair of Prada Shoes ...unless I whisperd "I want a Gang Bang, Daddy" into his ear! LOL!! Of course I resisted and resisted but gave in once over a watch..and then Pradas and then some cocktail dress ..... eventually he trained me -- the Bastard! LOL! I learned - grudgingly -- to preface any statement where I was going to say ..."Please may I have...or I want with" ... I said instead -- "Daddy I want a Gang bang..." it galled me butt I learned that was the way for me to get things... and of course each and every time he then arranged a "Gang Bang" for me! blush! It made me feel like a whore. It became a turn on.



Then he worked on me saying to men ...say at the swing club...at a resort...at Bar..."I want a Gang Bang" !!!! BLUSH! I dont know why it was so hard to say the truth...once I statred to mumble it, whisper it, say it it was so enpowering, HOT, a Turn on.... now I pronounce to a group of guys when I enter a room of guys -- where we all know I'm going to fuck --"I want a GANG BANG" ....! It is such a turn on for them ut even more for ME! Go Figure!!



Tonight I wore this incredibly tight, form fitting leopard print, slutty dress...short flaired skirt, tight low cut, My Big Breasts popping out.... I showed up after worrk at this apartment he gave me address --- when I arrived it was crowded with men ....They had been drinking TGIF for an hour before I got there ...porn on the Big screen -- the host introduced me when I came in as 'Robert's Wife Dee Dee' ...all EYES were on my TITS! I was breathing so hard! I know my nipples showed through.... Instead of some cutesy teasing small talk I would have said even a year ago --



I just said -- "Hello. I'm Robert's Bitch Dee Dee.....I'm a SLUT and I'm here for a Gang Bang!"



I was naked in five minutes and absolutely devoured by those horney men.... in the past I would have argued there were too many men (I think there were 9 when I arrived....eventually 12 guys ...I fucked at least 8 and think I sucked all twelfe -- 13 counting Robert....14 counting The Host and I also fucked the Host - Three separte times -- LOL!



so I fucked 9 out of 14 guys! ALL we talked about was Gang Bangs all night..... my hair was soaked with cum.....

they cumed in my panties, my Bra and Robert made me put them on when we finally went home.....It was hot......dee dee

I don't think You will believe this butt I love sucking cock so much that I prefer sucking a cock than being eaten! Not that I don't like the sensation. Not that I don't cum 'that way' it is just since I was a young girl a boy's cock was beautiful to me! The shape, "the curve" , the head! The mystery of it getting all hard and virile in a matter of seconds! The realization that I could be part of the magic ... I could help a guy get hard ... that I could make a man feel pleasure -- was always a HUGE turn on to me! I guess I have always been a very "ORAL" person! LOL! Goodness know I like to eat! Drink! Talk! It's no wonder I feel pleasure swallowing a man's cock! The 'manly, masculine taste, the sensation, the feel ... the whole erotic idea! I was " sexually active" -- as they say today -- EARLY! I experienced the "mystery"... the "wonder" of an exploding cock! I never found a boys/man's sperm Yucky or Icky -- I found it erotic! Exciting! "Proof" that I was Sexy! Desirable! Guys were always ever so grateful after I gave them the pleasure of release -- it was hot!

Yes -- I swallow! Not because I loved the taste of a man's musky, sticking sperm butt because I figured out early it pleased my partner. I figured out early it made a blow-job complete for a guy! If I wanted to suck his cock -- why not go all the way? Do all I could do to please him! It just made sense to me! Why withhold pleasure from someone!

OHHHH ... BTW! My Husband Robert says I'm an excellent cock sucker! Robert contents I'm a good cock sucker because of my CSL ... My motivation ... My years of practice (I gave my first hummmm job to my first boyfriend at 13! LOL!) and the simple fact of -- that I like sex! I find it pleasurable to give pleasure! I never really thought about it all those times I when down on guy's cock .... butt I guess Robert is right! I just Love to suck cock! Blush !

With Lust .... Dee Dee

My blogs are not just stories or fantasizes -- which can be very exciting!

Butt they are what I call -- "Confessions"! Sometimes I telescope time, change names and places to protect the innocent butt I would say 90% of what I write is true ... it has happened to me! You are Right John -- It does turn me on to re-call it, to write it down ....it makes me wet. Often times I masturbate as I write things down! I want to record, remember my erotic encounters, experiences, 'My Erotic-Autobiography -- so I don't forget things or get the stories hopelessly muddled!

I write a great deal of my stories into "a diary"! I guess I have a lot to confess – Blush! I have been writing really long "confessions" of late! I just try to write a few sentences to answer a sexy E-mail and POOF! My answer turns into a short salacious NOVEL! LOL!
Robert says not to worry – I don't have to show any of it to anyone butt I just have a lot inside of me that I must get out! I have lots of lust, fantasy, confessions, erotic tales, emotional conflicts, embarrassments, even some "school girl guilt" -- I want to get out – get rid of in a way -- talk about – confess!

Soooooo -- I hope my long erotic tales of late have not bored you! The idea of me a a writer, just like me as a 'model' is kind of funny - ironic - I guess! I never used to write anything! A high school drop-out -- I felt inferior. Then I took this creative writing course over at City College as part of me working on my bachelor's degree (I got my GED about 10 years ago thanks to Robert - 'forcing me'! LOL!) I was scared to death at the idea of any writing - especially creative writing! HA! Butt encouraged by my professor -- I started to write! He kept telling me to write what I knew! Write about what I felt passion about! I started to write about - Blush - having SEX! I started to confess about the Erotic Life Style – that my husband Robert and I lived! I guess I had some guilt feelings, some embarrassment, and some misgivings. My professor helped me express myself! He was so helpful and supportive. He took great interest in my writing; worked with me closely long hours out-side of class on my confessions! He seemed really fascinated with my writing!! I ended up getting my first "A" in college -- in the class I was most fearful of and did not want to take! Robert told me not to be concerned that The professor and I had fucked a number of times because he was sure I would have gotten an A – whether I fucked him or not! BLUSH!!

My professor called my writing – Stream of Consciousness – I start to write a short paragraph and all kinds of emotions, lust and kinky-ness comes tumbling out! Almost like I was talking to my shrink – LOL! Writing about our Sex Life allowed me to find a way to discuss with Robert some doubts I was having -- nervousness, conflict. My writings made us talk. Robert did not ignore them – he has read every confession I ever wrote – even the real bad ones! LOL!

Robert began to understand where I was coming and as a result -- I understood him more! We worked out some of the problems being married to a nymphomaniac can cause a strong, possessive, very sexual, very controlling man! Robert was able to help me deal with guilt, feeling restrained by his rules, and ‘marriage’ itself! I had learned to feel guilty about my highly charged sexual feelings in Catholic School! My husband taught me how to use my schoolgirl guilt -- to heighten my sexual feelings -- not repress them! I no longer allow guilt to stop me from enjoying my libido and my passion!

The last "confession" I wrote was a piece on bondage – blush! Robert has had constructed for me -- custom fitted for my body -- by a carpenter -- a "Fuck Bench"???! Robert restrains me on that bench. He supervises 'my training'. He enjoys seeing me "get ravaged' and I do get ravaged! HA!
I confess about my erotic feelings being restrained on that bench and fucking and fucking! Blush!

Want me to post Pics of me strapped onto my Fuck Bench? Dee Dee

Some body asked...Are you really Swingers??

We have been swingers for 14 Years. My husband for 35 (two other wives) years -- he was my mentor and guide. We have been married 13 years.

Reason ?? The Sex!

More importantly -- Erotic, interesting, slightly Kinky Sex. I have never been able to be a "one man" woman. Honestly? I can hardly ever say - NO! My sex drive ruined all sorts of relationships -- lots of break-ups - angry ones when they found out I cheated! Blush!

My Robert (husband) knew that about me ...in fact I think it was attracted him to me (and my Double D Cup Titties - seen from afar - from across the typing pool! HA!) I think he knew 'swinging" would /could be an answer to my salacious sluthood. We also formed the relationship around an open one with some rules!

Swinging has allowed us to keep our sex lives satisfying for me and interesting (fascinating actually) for both of us! Dee Dee

Thank YOU for noticing me among the 1000's of pretty, sexy girls on "the net" and at "NN".... Thanks for YOUR LUST!

BTW ... I'm 'a real girl' - just a secretary and wife -- what you see is what you get!

LOL!! Butt I'm "over-sexed" I think! I can't seem to stop thinking about 'doing it' and SEX! LOL! Stops ME from concentrating at my job - sometimes I miss my bus stop and have to walk a few blocks back because I was fantasizing about some guys privates! HA!! Dee Dee

HA! One of my NN Budies asked me If I ever had SEX IN PUBLIC!? BLUSH!!!

I answered --YES! Blush!

Butt then several guys asked me "WHERE?"

The answer is a lot of places -Blush!

I guess I kind-of ... NO! To be honest I don't 'kind of' get turned on -- I get very turned-on by "doing it" and being watched -- Voyeured on! Not to intrude on people who are not into exhibitionism or voyeurism butt in front of an audience that finds 'watching" erotic, sexy, who want to watch not those who would be shocked or offended.

Blush! When I was younger (I think it started here...Blush!) a BF and I would find a hiding place in the bushes in the park near are homes and have sex on a blanket! The first time a few 'dirty old men' followed us and perved from a distance -- I was so "into sex" I didn't notice till it was over! Talk about blushing! I acted all embarrassed to my BF but inside I was excited, turn-on by the idea butt couldn't even verbalize IT or "why"? I just was excited by the idea! After that time .... we did it in the park on a regular basis afternoon, early evening -- The voyeurs got bolder and bolder and I got more and more "accepting" ...blush!

We have been swingers for nearly 14 years -- we belong to a great club that allows a wide range of privacy limits.... you can make love in a private room. Robert and I always pick....." the public palces", the "orgy room", the dance floor, the room with windows.... I have (blush!) participated in "live shows" for an audience of swingers! That is very very erotic!

Balcony at 1 am just off Bourbon St. during Mardi Gras

Nudes-A-Popping Festival .... we have attended 10 out of last 14 years ....wild!

A particular Adult Movie Theater in Chicago - a "Voyeur's Nirvanna" ...

Blush --I think that was more information than you wanted to know!!! LOL!!
with Lust Dee Dee

.... BLUSH! I guess after seeing some pics of my Titties (HA!) a guy interested in my Titties -- ( A'Dee Dee Titty Admirer'-- HA!) asked me If I liked to "Titty Fuck"? Whe was my First? When Did My Titties Develop? HA! All good questions and they started me to think...??

I started to wonder and think about sex YOUNG! I developed Young. Girls of color develop early, I think. I had Titties in the sixth grade and I remember my Grandmother and I shopping for my First Bra just before I started the sixth grade. That was a bit before most of the other girls and a continual source of attention from the boys! LOL! I distinctly remember not starting with a A cup butt a B cup! HA! I had the biggest titties in the Junior High (except for 2 or 3 of the teachers - LOL!) maybe C Cup by eight grade.

I had a Boy Friend in eight grade. His parents worked and we went to his parent's Rec room almost every day after school and made out! We were so horny! LOL! The hormones were New, Fresh and Flowing! LOL! He 'found" some X-rated Videos of his Father's -- We started to watch them together! What an education! HA! I was not grossed out -- I was fascinated!! The girls in those videos .... seemed to Love and want sex (something I could idenify with even at MY early age! HA!). Those girls were sex on wheels, They were SOOOO built, Sooooo glamorous, Sooooo made-up (like Cleopatra - I thought!) such sexy cloths and great lingerie! My BF (who was as clueless about sex as I was) and I -- started to ACT OUT the videos - LOL! YES! I lost my 'Cherry' at 13 to my 13 YO BF! LOL!

There were Titty Fucking scenes in several of the videos ... by MY BF Loved my Breasts. We Titty Fucked like crazy - LOL! The first time he cummed on my Titties and my chin and cheeks -- we were both surprised! I was shocked to be honest! Butt --right then and there I loved the sensation. The feel. The ability to make him "POP"! The whole erotic essence of it! WOW! It was so HOT to me! So Naughty! BUTT SOOOO sexy! I didn't totally get it butt I knew It was sexy and that BOY loved it!

I have never stopped LOVING guys cummming on MY Titties, trying to cover my Nipples with cum! Smearing it all over my Titties with their cocks ! WOW! with lust dee dee

I think My Robert put a PIC of my outfit on my NN profile (Dee H.) .... Yesterday was soooo warm (finally) in Chicago .... a real spring day!! I was inside a lot with house work (agh!) and laundry (lot's of my lingerie! HA!) and helping my husband Robert with his PT (I guess the 'mundane' is the true reality and all the 'sexy stuff' is an attempt sometimes to escape from all the stuff ya' got to do! LOL! ) butt I did walk my little dogs a few time and ran to the convenience store around the corner from our building a few time and so had a chance to get out on such a beautiful day!! I even made one last last trip out side around Mid-Night to the 'booze store' for one last bottle of champagne for a night cap on our balcony!

That Husband of mine!! Robert encouraged me to wear this skimpy little hot pink top ... a Halter , V-Cut front, tight and of course -- NO Bra -- Robert's orders! LOL! Wearing that top outside of our condo -- even just to the laundry room pretty much put my Big Titties on display!! I guess I could have said -- NO! ... or just changed into another less revealing top -- so I guess it tells you something about me -- Blush! Just can't seem to get enough of male attention! Well my attention seeking at least helped to break up a routine day! My big round breasts jiggled, bounced and enjoyed the warm fresh air! Every time a car slowed to get a closer look at my bouncing boobs -- I smiled at them -- and tried not to blush as my nipples got harder and showed more -- poking through the halter's thin material!

I also wore these old short short shorts -- they are tread bare and raggity -- a pair of cut off jeans (seriously cut-off! HA!) -- I usually just throw them on for a trip to the laundry room or when I do a little cleaning -- I never wear them out of the building! Blush! Well I did yesterday! That Robert!! He told me "go ahead -- wear them -- what can it hurt" -- when I was going to stop and change them before walking the dogs. As soon as I got to our building's lobby -- I knew I had made a mistake as -- my ass cheeks were peaking out with every step and wiggle of my butt - LOL! I was turning male heads in our lobby not to mention the street! Good thing I didn't wear any panties 'cause any panties butt a tiny thong would have been sticking out all over from under the short shorts! What Had I been Thinking?? LOL! I know what I had been thinking -- "Show-Off My Ass"! LOL!
I had a pretty mundane day butt my occasional ventures out in my little sexy little pink halter top -- kind of lifted my spirits ...and got MY blood and hormones' flowing and put a little smile on my face and spring in my step! BTW ... The doorman gave my dog walking outfit a thumbs up! LOL! especially When I had to bend over to get at our mail-box and practically 'mooned' them! And I Think the clerk at the 7-11 store -- is going to give me a discount card -- He likes staring at MY Cleavage sooo much!

Love and Lust .... dee dee

I have been married 13 years -- Some of the things YOU write to me reminds me my husband (Robert)- I think you two are a probaly a lot alike!! Robert likes to play with my body and touch me a lot! He would like sex every day (HELL! Every Hour! HA!) and in 13 years of marriage -- I have only told him "NO" --only handfull of times ... and there were some very good reasons -- not a just a "headache" ! LOL! I'm proud of that .... Robert gets what he wants ...when he wants it! And Ya' know what?? As a result of that - So Do I! LOL!

Robert obessesses on my breasts --(Have you seen My Titties? It seems to me -- since I was 13 Boys have liked them! LOL! Robert has posted a few PICS on my profile - Dee H.) -- He never wants me to wear a BRA or any clothes for that matter at home - LOL! He wants me 'available" to play with at any momemt! I have tried to tell him that is not always practical butt Robert is strong willed about SEX! HA! SO I end up walking around our condo - Topless with maybe a thong on -- and more than once -- I get so used to it that I have gone to the door of our condo to accept a package from the doormman -TOPLESS! In a Thong! LOL! I get sooo embarrassed! Of course the doormen seem very eager never to allow us to miss a package or our dry cleaning!

Robert is very proud of my body and loves to show ME off either with pictures or what I wear "out" .... which when I think about it -- is very flattering!

He is a very sensual, sexual man and thinks of more kinky things for me to do - LOL! dee dee

Thanks for the nice sexy comments on my PICS of My BUTT! I "kind of knew" Men "kind of" liked my ass Butt never the degree (I love it to be squezzzed and my Rose Bud to be licked and tongued! Ohhh just typing those words gives me a tingle! LOL!) Thanks for the compliments!

I just remembered where I realized maybe for the first time that guys were looking at My Butt as much as My Titties! It was in Cheerleading the first time I wore that little 17" long Skirt on to the floor to cheer for our HS Basketball Team -- I showed a lot of my ass cheeks that day!

My senior year I was suspended three games because -- on a dare -- I wore a thong under that little skirt and showed the gym MY Ass Cheeks! LOL -- not once but a dozen times! The cheerleading sponsor (a young female teacher - I think she was a lesbo) was outraged! 'Shocked' that I would do such a thing as show my Ass cheeks! This is from the woman who approved the uniforms with 17 inch skirts! LOL!

She took me to the Principal on Monday morning to be disciplined! I could tell he couldn't get to 'outraged' at my behavior and had a hard time stiffling a big smile! The sponser was so pissed that the principal gave me 'a slap on the wrist' and a wink -- that she imposed the three game suspension from cheering -- for "conduct unbecoming..."! We had a big argument where I told her that was exactly what "they" wanted -- the Cheerleader to do -- shake their Titties and show their Asses! LOL! I was lucky she didn't throw me off the squad she was so pissed at me after I was a smartass! LOL!

I went to the games anyway and sat in the stands with a short skirt and flashe a thong -- I was the boy's hero! The other girls -- on the other hand ---seetthhhhed at me -- they were sooo pissed at me for relishing my role as "sex object" - LOL!

Ahhh the sweet memories of high School! LOL Dee Dee