K so I'm still not really in the Christmas Spirit but, oh well Im Dealing with it! I did call my mom and got some recipes so at least I am going to cook for JP and I. Which almost depreses me in itself. I'm a decent cook I'd say, but i've never ever had to make anything for Christmas dinner other than a pie or cake or cookies. and this year I have to do everything. Im not selfish realy, but i have always had like 4 or 5 Christmases in different places so I never had to worry about it! I guess that is what happens when you start ur own life though huh? Still, its wierd, and sad, and i seem to cry at the drop of a hat. or a pen. or whatever! o well...I'll get through it. AND i'll be a better persone because of it...right? I sure hope so!
-Dreamy...A little homesick this year!
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