Dream_Angel's blog post - As I sit here...

Monday, February 13, 2006, 4:16:45 AM

Reading a few blogs tonight, I cry. It saddens me that my friends, are sad, and that we have lost a dear one. I, myself, only had brief contact with Steph, But the contact that I had, was wonderful. Such a Bright Beautiful soul! I cannot say as much as I would like to be able to. Simply because I do not know her as well as some. However, to know, that dear dear friends of mine, have lost someone so very close to them, breaks my heart. It seems so unneccesary. I know that people come into our lives, and leave from our lives, often, and as part of this Master Plan that we are suppose to have set before us. But Alot of the time it comfuses me. Some people just aren't here long enough!

In less than 3 weeks will mark the 1 year anniversary of my father passing away. And though not in such closeness, it almost seems as though last year is beginning to repeat itself. My mind is boggled and my heart is ever so heavy. I'm at a loss for words.

I will update you all on my goings on though, because i am sure there are a few of you who are wondering. I showed the house on Saturday, and only a few people showed up. which is normal i think. Anyway, i have a few potential clients now. and JP and i spent the day wondering around going to other open houses today, just to get a good idea of the R E market around the area. I saw some GORGEOUS houses today! My dream home is priced at $659,900 and it is FABULOUS!!! I can't wait to start really house shoppin!!

Anyway, JP is leaving tomorrow, headed back to California. I find myself wishing sometimes that I can go with him. Just so that I won't have to be alone on that dreadful day in a few weeks. Lonliness only sets in sometimes for me, I am pretty used to being alone, but i fear the worst this time. I know that I will be ok, but its just dreaded, as I am sure it is for everyone that has lost a loved one!

on a final note--Deba, My heart is with you as are my thoughts...to you and your loved ones. And everyone else that knew this special ray of light! Big hugs!

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valleybud on 13-Feb-06 4:37:56

/me kisses dreamy and wipes her tears...come to Cali with JP girl! :) Big hugs await you!

CrownNCoke on 13-Feb-06 11:41:22

Awww, Sweetie, Give me a Call Girl, We can for sure do something to cheer you up! Love ya hun! Big hugs and kisses! Love ya, Love ya, Love ya!

kittenmmm on 13-Feb-06 13:58:30

glad the open house went well..and I do hope that you'll be ok. Losing a loved one is hard but it does get better...a dull ache instead of the sharp pang.

slutsrus on 14-Feb-06 6:47:56

why is it that the things we really really like are always out of our price range or they aren't available! hugs...