Has been one of the worst days Ever! Not because its Valentine's day, just because its a fuckin day! I didn't want to get out of the bed. Then when I finally did, all I had the energy to do, was sit and cry and feel sorry for myself. Well not really feeling sorry for myself, I just don't want to be here, or there or really anywhere right now. I woke up today, as I have several days in the recent past, and sort of feel like I don't want to be married anymore, I don't want to be around anyone anymore. I just want to be me, without anyone else........
Don't feel sorry for me, thats not what this is about. I don't need pity, I just needed to get some stuff out! |