A little late but happy new year! I only have one big goal this year and that's for me to be in a relationship! I don't want to be alone since I get pretty sad. So hopefully I'll find my special someone this year!

I really miss having my long hair. It used to reach my butt before and now it goes a bit below my shoulders. I had to cut since it was mostly dead. I know I look cute now but I feel like I was cuter with long hair. What do you all think is best? Long hair or short hair? I miss my long hair! Oh well have to just grow out.
Oh! I finally have a car! It's a used beat up old van but it's something! As long as it gets my fat ass to work and home that's all that matters. Though I have been thinking of taking spicy pics in it. You know, park my happy ass somewhere and be a bit adventurous! One of my biggest fantasies is being parked somewhere fucking myself and a stranger catching me in the act! It's more of a plus if they end up fucking me. I can just picture it! My fingers shoved up inside my pussy and a stranger forcing them out. They replace my fingers with theirs and they get me off while sucking my tits! If it's a dude then I want them to open my car door and fuck me. I want it raw and for them to cum in me. If it's a woman I want them to eat me out and to taste myself when we kiss! I want it one day. I hope I get to play that fantasy one day.

I have been so horny lately. I just want to be fucked till I can't think straight. I desperately crave something deep inside of me. My fingers and toys are ok. It's just not enough. I just need to be fucked so badly!!

It's a slow ass day at work today. It's a perfect time to fuck! Unfortunately no one to fuck me. I want someone to full me with cum mostly. I also wouldn't mine just having my pussy eaten out and sucking cum. I'm bored! I need someone to come cure this boredom from me by making me cum! I should have brought a toy with me. My finger just isn't enough.

I'm at work right now just waiting to clock out. I'm a housekeeper at a hotel. My last room was a service and I noticed a camera. It looked like one of those baby monitor cameras but I dont think it was. I also know that the guest was by himself. The camera seemed to be on and I wasn't freaked out by it. I probably should have been but I find the possibility of someone watching me without me knowing a huge turn on. It didn't help my rational thinking with being horny the last few days. Anyways my mind went somewhere dirty pretty quickly. I couldn't figure out if the camera was on or not. To me it seemed to be on. If it was I made it seemed like I didn't notice. I caught it in the corner of my eye a little blinking light. I'm slightly horny so I said out loud that it was hot. I unzipped the front of my uniform shirt and just let my tits be in full view. Well they weren't fully exposed since I still had a bra on. The camera was positioned a little bit above the bed and from eye level you should be able to see the room. As I made the bed I made sure my tits were in full view. I even dropped the coffee on purpose so my ass could be in view of the camera. I made it think that I wasn't paying attention to it by humming along to the music playing in my ear bud and doing what I'm supposed to. I left that room nice and clean. I still don't know if that camera was on or not. I secretly wish it was. If it was on I hope he like what he saw. I'm the second to youngest housekeeper currently. The cute new girl is off the next few days. I dont think the other ladies would have given him a peek. I'm getting wet just thinking about a stranger getting off to me cleaning his room with my tits on display! I want to fuck myself so bad but I can't right now. I have to wait till I at least get home. I wonder if I'll get his room on Friday when he checks out. I unfortunately will be off tomorrow.

I have been so busy with work lately. More people are traveling and I'm grateful that I have a job that's busy. It just sucks that I have been too tired to play. I ache all over when I get home. Hopefully tomorrow I can have some fun. It's my only day off this week and I don't have plans.

Work has been rough the last few weeks. Now that it's finally slowing down a bit I can finally relax. I want someone to just fuck my stress away. I have been getting so horny lately that I'm this close to begging a stranger to just fuck me. I know not to really do that. I can't help it. I have needs and I want them to be fulfilled. My fingers and toys feel good. They satisfy for a bit but I know that it can't replace the touch of another human being. I was a bit drunk a few days ago and my friend was full on wasted. She caress my breast a bit (with consent) and I secretly wish she did more. She caress them because she wouldn't stop complaining that she was part of the itty bitty titty committee (their tiny but i think their cute). Since then I just wanted to be fuck hard by a man or a women (the beauty of being bisexual). I should try dating sites again. I'm looking for someone who will fuck me and love me too. I won't just fuck anybody no matter how much I want to. Until I find someone ill have to satisfy myself.

I bought my first fantasy toy today! I'm an anime fan and I love watching or reading about tentacle porn. There's something about it that is fun to watch. I'm also curious on how a monster tentacle will feel so I bought one. I heard of this shop on etsy call fantasticocks and I found a small one to try out. The toy is called Thoa the son of Clithulu. I could have gone to bad dragon but I wanted to try a toy who was a bit more budget friendly. I might like it or not. I love fantasy and I think it will be found to imagine your fucking a magical creature. I'm a bit excited to get the toy! I really hope I like it! I seen some other fantasy toys that look like they could be fun to try. If I'm not a big fan of it then that's ok. I'll probably display it on my adult theme manga shelf. I own a few tentacle doujinshi so it will fit right in my collection. I can't wait till I get it!!

I have been single for a while now. Covid definitely didn't help when I was on a look out for someone special. I'm tired of being single. I want to be loved and I want someone to love. It's not hard to find someone who says they'll be in a relationship with me but it's hard to find someone who is right for me. I had the unfortunate luck to find people who want me to be more of the traditional side of relationships. I don't want that. Maybe I just suck at picking people? I want to find my someone just for me. Someone who is chill, nerdy, and wouldn't mind trying all the freaky shit I'm into at least once. Someone who doesn't mind that im on the heavier side but will cheer me on when I try to lose weight. Someone who doesn't mind that I don't wear makeup and that I have tattoos. I want someone who's taller then me (I'm 5'4) and a tad older then me (I'm 26). I like when someone is a bit on the heavier side. They can be the biggest fan of whatever they like and it's ok if I don't know much about it. I think it will be cute to see their face light up when they explain their passions to me. I also hope they will find me cute when I do the same. I hope to find my special someone soon.

I want a new toy. I already have a small vibe, a Bluetooth one that others can control vibe, a clit sucker, and a glass toy. I thought about a tentacle one from bad dragon since it will be fun to imagine if I was in a hentai being fucked by a tentacle monster. I thought about getting one of those dildos that shoot cum since I'll like to be filled with cum one day. This gal ain't trying to get pregnant so I can used the fake cum. I also thought about one of those thrusters. You know the ones that can fuck you on their own while to work on your clit or other body part. I have been pretty worked up just thinking and looking at toys. I'm currently single so I need to satisfy myself in other ways. I have the money for the toy it's just hard to decide. Which toy will bring me the satisfaction that I crave? Maybe I just really need a good fucking?