Eyes Wide Shut's blog post - Well There You Go

Friday, March 20, 2009, 10:39:13 AM
Another 15 years of my life down the pan.. Dont get me wrong it was ok but i am never really sure if i loved her enough and thats a scary feeling even after all those years.. Thank god we never had any kids and that mine are all grown up and giving support like everyone here. So i say thanks to one and all for that. When this is all done and dusted and i a living in MY house with no money LOL i am going to have fun and for a old man (49).. It starts now.. I don't just meen women i mean fun travel and anything i want to do. I wll be on NN a lot more more been down and dirty with some (you know who you are) and will be making some vists as well if you want me to LOL.. But i am not going to ITALY lol.. there all mad there.. I don't mean that really.. Anyway i have some massive bills to pay so it wont be for a while but look out guys na dgirls EWS will be about and a place near you ONE DAY soon...

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seaxun on 20-Mar-09 10:50:11
yu not dossing wiv me! ...true that:)

seaxun on 20-Mar-09 10:53:38
why did it take you 15 years? both of you?.
EWS its good that your both walking away,and there isnt any animosity?.
next time choose a man :)

SexiBex on 20-Mar-09 11:18:40
Im sorry, hun... Glad you can be positive though. xx

nickey69 on 20-Mar-09 11:47:56
hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Eyes Wide Shut on 20-Mar-09 13:21:56
I dunno seaxun time just flies and i reckon you prob think that maybe next week/month/year it will be better but then you look and 10 years have passed or in my case 15.. So off to the rolling hills for a holiday soon lol.. Yeah it will work out ok and we should part on better terms than we are on now as a married couple..

mdguy on 20-Mar-09 14:38:18
I don't think it's you aren't sure you loved her enough... but whether the love that was there was enough for two...

I'm sorry to hear that, EWS. But you seem to be on the road to something new (better?). Hugs, m8. xxx

foxilady on 21-Mar-09 20:45:34
So sorry to hear......sending hugs to you xoxoxoxox