Prior to her trip to Texas, Buffy (a New Yorker) confided to her co-workers she had three goals for her trip to the Lone Star State:

1. She wanted to taste some real Texas Bar-B-Que.

2. She wanted to take in a bona fide rodeo. And..

3. She wanted to have sex with a real cowboy.

Upon her return, the girls were curious as to how she fared.

"Let me tell you, they have a tree down there called a Mesquite and when they slow cook that brisket over that Mesquite, it's ooooh so good. The taste is unbelievable!"

"And I went to a real rodeo. Talk about athletes...those guys wrestle full grown bulls! They ride horses at a full gallop, then jump off the horses and grab the bull by the horns and throw them to the ground! It is just incredible!"

They then asked, "Well tell us, did you have sex with a real cowboy?"

"Are you kidding? When I saw the outline of the condom they carry in the back pocket of their jeans, I changed my mind!"

I was just sitting here drinking my coffee, surfing NN, answering some PMs, etc. Checked out some of the other BBW pics to get some ideas for new poses even though I can't take any new pics yet...my camera is still languishing at its parent company being repaired. And yes, I admit it...the pic I posted today was an old one but it fit the mood of the day, but I digress. What I was going to say is that I found one BBW who I at one time gave some pic advice to and now a lot of her poses look very similar to mine. I'm not saying she copied me (she's a sweetie) but even if she did, as they say...imitation is the sincerest form of flattery!

Now on the the part that I don't get. The past few days I've been getting quite a few PMs from guys who want me to watch them cum on webcam. What's that all about? Yes, when I first got my webcam I showed a few guys my tits, pussy, and ass on cam. And yes, I got a little excited the first 2 or 3 times when I first turned on the cam and let them see my tits. Key words..."the first 2 or 3 times." After that it got old. They started wanting me to do things that I wasn't comfortable with...they'd want to see my ass, then I'd sit down, then they'd want to see it again. I felt like their puppet...up & down, up & down...well, you get the picture. That's when I got tired of it altogether and stopped camming. I also stopped chatting around that time, too. Even though I've done it in the past, I DON'T DO IT ANYMORE! (That's for the ones who'll read this and think, "Well, I bet she'll do it with me..." Apparently people are still overlooking that statement in my profile and blog. Okay, I'm digressing again. Kind of goes along with the lazy Sunday thing, huh? Why DO guys solicit women on here to watch them cum on cam? I've received PMs asking me to watch, I've read invitations in the forums and even seen ads about it in the notices section. It seems like cumming on cam would get old after awhile. I even had one guy invite me to watch him on cam and then told me I had to have a cam to be able to watch him. I should have written back and said, "I've got a cam but I don't use it anymore...can I still watch?" I suspect I would have gotten a return PM telling me to fuck off...

Seriously, though...why do certain guys practically beg to be watched on cam? Is being watched that much more of a turn-on than just jacking-off while looking at the pics on here?

By the way...have you noticed that I have a new admirer? His ID is "boxjuice". He writes nasty comments in an effort to hide how much he's secretly attracted to me. I know he's attracted to me because he can't seem to stop himself from looking at my pics!

I read the great comments on my last blog and decided to venture out and post a new pic this morning. Even after titling the pic, "It takes courage to post pics...please be kind!", I still got pretty low ratings. Part of it may be my fault since I know Saturday isn't the best day to post pics. But you know what I said to myself about the people who gave me such low ratings? "Fuck them!" Not literally of course! I wouldn't fuck someone who's so hateful and rude. I just decided that I'm not going to let the bastards get me down! I enjoy posting pics and I enjoy the several nice comments and PMs that I receive, so I'm going to continue posting pics until my heart's content! Besides...if even tbjones gets low ratings, I consider myself in pretty good company since his pics are some of the best, most original, and most creative ones on all of NN!

My, how things change in 2 short days. I don't know if I'm posting so many pics that people are getting tired of me or if we just have a lot of hateful people here all of a sudden. Maybe a little of both...

I just posted 3 new pics. The first one has a pretty good rating so far...7.50/10, but that was with only 2 votes. The 2nd pic currently has a score of 2.86/10 and the last pic I posted now has a whopping 1.86/10 score. That's the lowest rating I've EVER received here. I think it had around 5 votes so far...which means several people either find my pics/body distasteful or simply hate me. I've never been one to pay much attention to the ratings, but the 1.86 hurts.

It's not just the ratings, either. It seems like in the past few days the pic comments and PM's have really dropped off. I still have a few people who occasionally PM me thanking me for posting and ask me to post more, so I'll probably keep posting...for now. It's getting to be less and less fun spending time here. Can't say how much longer I'll be around.

I'm kind of tired today...didn't get much sleep last night because I stayed up way too late surfing NN. I think I'm becoming addicted to this sight again. It's such a turn-on (and a little hard to believe) that so many people...mostly guys, but a few girls, too...actually enjoy looking at my pics! When I was here before I tried to limit my pics to those that didn't show my fat quite as much. I would sometimes suck in my belly while posing or try to turn a certain way so that the fat rolls weren't as visible. But can you believe it? The pics where I'm really showing my fat have gotten some of the best responses!

My camera is still being repaired but I should have it back in my hot little hands within the next couple of weeks. I can't wait to start taking pics again! I'm going to have to try to come up with some new poses (I just posted ANOTHER shot where I'm bending over...lol). And because of the great responses I've had to the "fat" pics, I definitely plan to post more shots where I'm really letting it all hang out!

Hope everyone's having a good day today. That includes the person who was having such a bad day yesterday morning. Don't know what made them so bitter, but they kept giving the lowest scores possible to pics. Not just my pics...but pics that I thought were really good. Pics that normally have scores ranging from the high 8's to low 9's had scores around 3-4 after one or two votes. The only explanation I could think of was the person was having a really bad day and was trying to take out their frustration/bitterness on others. It was actually kind of sad...

This is the infamous F-word...probably the first swear word anyone learns. It is the most versatile word in the English language, with most of its definitions not within the English language. it can be used any way you like, insert it in between any word, sentence, letter. It probably fits. The definitions below are some common usages and phrases:

1. v. to have sex
2. n. the act of having sex
3. adj. with suffix -ed. general derogatory meaning
4. a general insult
5. n. attention or care of (usually lack thereof)
6. v. to disregard, ignore (used with -it, -that)
7. v. to mess up, destroy, mangle, etc. (used with suffix -up)
8. exclaimation of emotion
9. derogatory dismissal
10. expression of confusion
11. very, extremely
12. n. a person you don't like
13. bother, agitate
14. v. to be in distress

1. I like to fuck.
2. That was a good fuck.
3. He is fucked.
4. Fuck you.
5. I don't give a fuck.
6. Fuck that.
7. He fucked up the car really badly.
8. Oh, fuck!
9. Fuck off.
10. What the fuck?
11. That was fucking amazing.
12. He's a fucker.
13. Are you trying to fuck with me?
14. I'm fucked.

What the fuck's with gas prices these days?? It's getting ridiculous again. Just because it's spring break, the price for a gallon of gas is now $2.49 (regular) where I live. After spring break I assume prices will return to "normal"...i.e. low $2. That's still really expensive since I can remember when gas was less than a buck a gallon. When summer vacation time arrives I'm sure prices will shoot through the roof again. Hell, I'll bet it won't be long until we're seeing signs like this again...

Well, my account expired at the web hosting site where the pic was stored that was originally here. Guess I'll just tell you what the sign said:

REGULAR: An Arm
PLUS: A Leg
PREMIUM: Firstborn

A couple has a dog who snores. Annoyed because she can't sleep, the wife goes to the vet to see if he can help. The vet tells the woman to tie a ribbon around the dog's testicles and he will stop snoring. "Yeah, right!" she says. A few minutes after going to bed, the dog begins snoring, as usual. The wife tosses and turns, unable to sleep. Muttering to herself, she goes to the closet and grabs a piece of red ribbon and ties it carefully around the dog's testicles. Sure enough, the dog stops snoring! The woman is amazed! Later that night, her husband returns home drunk from being out drinking with his buddies. He climbs into bed, falls asleep and begins snoring loudly. The woman thinks maybe the ribbon might work on him. So she goes to the closet again, grabs a piece of blue ribbon and ties it around her husband's testicles. Amazingly, it also works on him! the woman sleeps soundly. The husband wakes from his drunken stupor and stumbles into the bathroom. As he stands in front of the toilet, he glances in the mirror and sees a blue ribbon attached to his privates. He is very confused and as he walks back into the bedroom, he sees the red ribbon attached to his dog's testicles. He shakes his head and looks at the dog and whispers, "I don't know where we were... or, what we did... but, by God, we took first and second place!"

I've mentioned this in my profile, but apparently not many people check my profile before PMing me since I get several PMs a day from guys wanting me to chat, watch them jack-off on cam, cyber with them, or have phone sex. Since they either miss it on my profile or don't read my profile (I don't always look at profiles, either) I thought I'd post this here to hopefully inform a few more people.

While I appreciate the offer, I don't do any of the things mentioned above. I'll admit that when I first began emailing and posting my naughty pics I did chat. Many times that would evolve into cyber sex. The first few times it was kind of exciting and yes, I did masturbate and cum while chatting. Emphasis on "the first few times". There were times when I just wanted to chat but the guy wouldn't stop trying to cyber. There were times when I was just trying to surf online and kept being interrupted by guys wanting to chat. Chatting then became tedious and even boring to me. It also ate up WAY too much of my time so I stopped altogether.

Like I said, I don't chat or cam. I also don't participate in cyber or phone sex. Don't bother to ask because I'm going to politely (for now) turn you down. And don't think you're going to be the one to make me change my mind, because you're not. I hope that says it clearly enough...

I've had several requests to "show more" of me and to "let it all hang out." I even had a couple of guys PM me and say they wish I was even fatter. In response, I've posted a couple of pics of me this morning where I do let it all hang out, so to speak. The fat's there for all the world to see. If you really like the pics, post comments to them. If they're not your cup of tea, send me a PM letting me know. I welcome all CONSTRUCTIVE criticism. I just want to post pics that those who like us BBW/SSBBW will enjoy!