Played with my hitachi magic wand (I really need to get around to getting some attachments!), and when I came I had what feld like double spasms, like barrump, barrump, a few times, it was really quite pleasant. So I emailed by bf saying it was really really really really good, and he said it made him feel inadequate, like he wasn't trying hard enough, because I never had really really really really good ones with him. I was still coming down from my orgasm high and wasn't thinking clearly, and eventually I realized that I've told him that it's AWESOME with him, and reminded him that it's so great that sometimes I actually tell him to stop because it feels TOO good. I just sent him an email saying that roller coasters and ohs with him make me scream / cry, but that my magic wand doesn't. It's nice to know that guys need reassurance sometimes, but I felt bad making him feel inadequate. I don't think I had done anything wrong. He made me cry once. It was really friggin' awesome, which is a googleplex times better than really really really really good. |