As usual I have been very busy and miss you all a ton!!!!!
Unfortunately not busy enough to forget that this is February. A sad month indeed for Jeepy.
First, the most obvious....St.Valentines Day. (first alone since '95)
Second, her birthday.
Third, and probably the most painful, would have been our 8th year of marriage and 14th year together.
I know that we are heading for different paths in life, and I know it is for the best. Things done, and said that can never be taken back. As much as I am glad to be rid of her........ I really fucking miss her!!!!! It fucking hurts! So much I can't explain.
Fourth, the one I long to be with now is far from my arms.
Sweetheart, next year, if you will have me, I am yours. Body, mind, soul, and heart(and puppies....grin). XO
Jeep
*exits crying like a little girl* |