Submissiveness. I'm sure even less people would agree on this. But for me this is one of the biggest motivation. I've always been sexually submissive. I've actually never been able to stay in a relationship for long because I don't even really enjoy "normal" sex. I can't see myself as being the one who penetrates, who takes action. And being fucked in the ass by a girl is as far as it gets from being in control from my point of view. Don't get me wrong, I love making a girl orgasm, through oral sex or with a dildo. A girl who would make me lick her all night, fuck my ass senseless, then tie me up and let me sleep on the carpet, without at any point allowing me to orgasm. This is all that I dream about at night...
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