on Wednesday we where so lucky to be come grandparents, we have the most beautiful little girl, unfortunate she has had to spend the first five day of her life in special baby care
as they say many babies born by c-section can swallow some nasty stuff, she was in an incubator for 24 hour, she has been fed by tube as she kept being sick, as from yesterday she has been taking her bottle with out been sick so they took the tube out and with luck she will be home tomorrow
we are so blessed

we where invited by my son and his gf to go to their scan to find out the sex of their baby, it was just amazing seeing the baby moving around, then they put the gender on the screen
i was so excited and when it came up baby girl i cant tell you how i felt hehehe i was jumping up and down shouting it a girl its a girl, they also let you listen to the heart beat i feel so honoured that we where allowed to share that moment, a new chapter in our life i really cant wait, i feel ever so lucky to be this happy

just found out im going to be a grandma, its something ive wanted for a long time but didnt think it was going to happen,
i cant begin to say how happy, excited, worried, i am, I feel so lucky to have this good life

I hate December, not because it Christmas im far from a grinch, i suffer from S.A.D. and each year i start December and think oh im fine it wont happen this year then usually new years week the blackness strike's i know it the lack of sunlight as it dark nearly all day, so back on the meds, i should know better and get the meds before it starts,im trying hard to keep it together, i know many people in NN suffer from depression and lots are open about it, as 1 in 4 people suffer, a lots of people with different kinds of depression, i hate feeling out of control of my life, it would be good if i could hibernate form 1st of jan till the 1st of april


Ley xxxxxx

well it here again im sure the years get shorter,I had a real good year, holiday, seen U2 many times which was out of this world,family good health, my mam had a hip replacement on the 17 of December and she is doing great her mobility has surprised me. I hope you all have a good 2019 wishing you good health, wealth and happiness, and lots of love
and to those who are not in good place i wish you peace of mind,small step you can take
Ley xxxxxxxxxxxxx

At this time of year lots of people look back on their lives, it been a good and bad year for me,i feel so lucky to have had holidays, go to see U2 a few times. A sad end to the year when my cousins daughter died suddenly,
just few words to some people to look forwards not back, i see people in here saying i cant do this i cant do that. why not try with the small things you can do. or do something for some one else its not hard and makes you feel good, even smile or say hello to some one you dont know you might be the only one they speak to all day, im going to try and do more things for others this year i do my bit but im going to try harder,
ok rant over, i feel so lucky in life
wishing you all health, happiness, and peace
xxxxxxxxxx

To day i got the shocking news that my cousins 29 years old daughter died
yesterday im heart broken for my cousin, as a mother i feel like my heart is ripped out for the family, my son is only a year younger and how id feel if it was my own is just unbearable, so i can just imagine how she is feeling