so i've been gone from this thing (NN) for a while. i've had so much happen to me in '05. to say the very least...i've been extremely busy. i'm still doing the school thing and it seem like it's never going to end. the main reason i quit messing around w/ NN is because of a girl i was dating. she just wasn't comfortable w/ it. we broke up a couple of months ago and i'm really happy now. it sucked at first like all break-ups do, but then i realized how much i had changed since i had been with her. no one should have to change to be w/ another person. we should only be w/ another person that will accept us for who we are. anyway...enough about that dreary stuff. a couple of friends and i started a company in '05 also! it seems to be doing alright, yet isn't paying much yet. once we start to get outta debt it'll be awesome. i think i'm going to have to start some small job like bartending again.

"if you fail, fail, but if you never try you'll never know."
-me

So I went back to get some further education. I go to Texas A&M. A&M is this really big school in a really small town. In other words, it's the only thing in the town. So you figure the average age of most of the people in the town is about 19. I guess I look young, so I blend in ok physically. On the other hand I am not 19 and feel like a dirty old man most of the time. Let's face it, young college girls are hot...lol. I got asked out the other day by this really cute girl in my class. She was 20 years old! I feel like, maybe, I should have a big public service announcement on my forehead that says, "I'm at least 8-10 years older than you!" So I rambling.

Oh! I got a dog. I found this absolutely wonderful little long-haired dachshund. Eddie.