i'm not sure what to put here today. i had my second session of individual therapy to help with my PTSD (even though the VA says i don't have it, i am being treated at the VA for it?????) it has made me start to think. a question was asked of me today for which i had no real answer. i am usually pretty good at looking at all sides of things before i react or have an opinion, but today caught me by suprise. it is strange because now i am starting to question why i do ANYTHING. the therapy is supposed to help me, but now i am starting to question myself. i don't want to draw this out or confuse anyone, but therapy is a strange thing it appears. i only hope that i feel "fixed", or at least comfortable at the end. ffs, maybe i'm just crazy and don't know it........lol i actually told my therapist today that "silence of the lambs" kept running through my head, ffs, i felt like hannibal lecter (sp)........yes, i received a sideways glance for that....lmfao...fava beans...............mmmmmmmmmmm |