i know that i always seem to rant in my blogs, but it appears that i become most inspired when i'm pissed. yes, i did enjoy the solitary feels and sounds at 0530 this morning, but i am not as moved as when i am "assaulted". my schedule for the month came out and i began planning my life accordingly.....i try to make it home as often as i can as it is hard for my wife to run the house by herself. sure we have someone to cut the grass, clean the gutters, etc....but many things are mine to do. i WANT to be there to do it even though i "live" 4 hrs away. well, i give my wife a copy of my schedule, make plans for this and that, well low and behold, my schedule changes. i am now working days which i had planned to come home, etc. the "funny" thing is that the person who does the schedule has no such issues. we have all complained, but now it is ON!!!!!!!! for the second month in a row, i have had a total of one weekend off (which i requested), meanwhile we are only required to work every other weekend.........huh????? you are right, that doesn't add up. i have also been required to do 2 months days, two months nights while others have been able to get away with maybe two weeks of nights. guess what, it is the same people who do the schedule!!!! i'm not a conspiracy theorist, BUT...............it is all going to end next week as i blow them all out of the water. oh, and by the way they actually tried to call me in to work tonight as they had a call in...i told them i was already drinking and couldn't make it! i am a fairly nice person, but don't ever fuck with me

have a great NN night!!!!!!!!!!!!!