MF4U4fun's blog post - My sexual awakening and my cum fetish: or what's a nice girl like you doing wearing semen on her face?

For my first blog I thought I'd write about my first true awakening to the power of sex. And what has become a major fascination and turn on for me.

Back in 6th grade I was one of the "fun" girls which meant back then that I let the guys feel me up and I would sometimes play with their cocks with my hand, reaching down their pants to stroke them. This guy Jack M**** was an 8th grader that I had a huge crush on. We were making out at his mom’s apartment while she was at work. I got naked except for my panties and he had all his clothes on. I let him play with my breasts and suck my nipples while we made out. We were on the couch and I was essentially doing a lap dance on his cock. Finally I slid off him and knelt down and unzipped his pants. I pulled out his cock and gave him a hand job. He had his hands on my tits as I knelt between his legs stroking his cock. I was watching his face the entire time. He kept getting redder and redder and his face went through all kinds of dances as I stroked him. I was totally fascinated by what I was seeing. When he came I was still looking up but his load shot up and still managed to hit my face and hair. I looked down at his cock to see it shoot and spew these huge loads of cum! He just kept on cumming and cumming! His body literally shook with his orgasm. Then his whole body went limp and he started grinning like a man who had just won the lottery. The cum on my face and body somehow connected me to his orgasm as I stared in wonder at that cock erupting its white load.

This was a major imprinting moment in my life. There is something so powerful in watching a man cum like that. It totally transforms a man. They are truly free and wrapped in total pleasure at that moment. I realized that I had the power to give all that pleasure while at the same time I realized that I was being submissive to a man's needs. The power of being a submissive vessel was burned in my mind and manifested in the awesome physical act of ejaculation. When I see a man cum I know I have him and he has me.

So there you have what was the start of my cum fetish.

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