MN teddybear's blog post - Doesn't feel the same......................................

Monday, February 2, 2009, 4:07:26 PM

Because of the past few weeks and the shit that has been going on coming home lost its luster. I laid last night in my bed trying to sleep and all I could think was I hate it here now. I have tried to get a job closer to home so I could be with the kids and now I wish I was somewhere else. Maybe deploying wouldn't be a bad idea. And now all she has to say is I need to think thru all the decisions before I make them. I'm not letting someone tell me what is right or wrong. Which I never did. and than she asks if I will be her reference for an appartment. So I tell her to ask whoever she is listining too telling her what to say and she got pissed. She never let me think things thru or I wouldn't be in the financial situation I'm in.

So I decided to stop paying on the house. I'm tired of stuggling to survive to just have it taken in the end maybe anyways.

Sorry for venting.

And now I need to drive back north to get my power cord for my laptop so I can do the 2 Power Point presentations I need to get done by Wednsday. sigh.

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Others Have Said:

mdguy on 2-Feb-09 16:13:41

Drive safe, and do what's right for YOU and your kids. If she put you in this position, then it's only herself to blame. Sorry, but that's how I feel.

Be well, teddy, and vent as you need to. xxxx

duttyrockgal on 2-Feb-09 16:33:12

It is yr right to vent..so vent all u want.

naughty_but_innocent on 2-Feb-09 20:47:47

/me agrees with md and dutts.. You have to worry about you and your kids now, not her. I'm here to talk anytime you need to. *tight hugs and kisses* xxxxxx

Northern Star on 2-Feb-09 22:32:08

yup good advice there.. ((hugs)) you`ll figure it out.starting over takes time..be patient :)