It has been a very long time since I have been back here....got discouraged over a number of not nice people sending me hate mails and PMs. Do not understand them...

Anyways, today was not the greatest day...but the light rain and warm weather made it feel great to be outside. Went walking naked on my neighbors property....they have 100+ acres and are away so it was perfect timing. Cant say enough about being outside naked....feeling the grass and earth on your feet, the fine rain...almost mist collecting on your body. Down at the far end of their property it the next concession....I didnt really care being naked and I am sure that the couple of cars passing saw me. Saw the brake lights come on for one of them so I think they got a good view

Am still hoping and waiting for that time when I actually get caught...know I got caught and then...see what happens. would love to have someone see me naked, outside...maybe walking...and come and join me. I would be blown away! Would no doubt be doing the walking with a huge hard on...but what the hell, it has happened before.

Have really been fantasizing a lot lately...would love to hear others fantasies...email or pm me. would love to find someone to act them out with...even if it is by pics or vids.

An awesome day to go outside naked...loved it. Walked around for a couple of hours just enjoying the sun and wind on my body.

Was wondering....why is it so hard to find someone who likes to take pics, have pics taken of them, or enjoys masturbating along with people, or mutual masturbation? Out of all the people I have met, you would think that at some point the odds have to swing over to favorable .....there is nothing that turns me on more than being watched. I love the feeling, especially if someone thinks I am unaware.

I'd love to share some time with someone....would love to find a woman that likes enjoyment as much as I do....either giving, receiving, or self-giving. There are so many fantasies that could be shared...and yet, to date....I have not been able to find that perfect someone...welllll, a close to perfect anyways <grin>

For those that are in that type of relationship, envy rears its ugly head!!!! Enjoy every moment of it....

So on we go, searching still.....if your out there, ping me

First time I have taken a vid of myself and sent to someone....it was very stimulating to say the least. She wants to see my cock soft...needless to say that it was always starting to get hard every time I started the vid, or thought about doing it. I have this fetish about being watched, or seen...lol

Didn't realize that I could reply to a PM here and attach a file...any size, as I couldn't send it via email. Looking forward to doing this again...so if anyone is interested....let me know!

Had a great time after I was finished taking the vid, thinking about being watched through the window while I took it and masturbated afterwards. Of course, one thing led to another and I pictured being watched and then walked in on...she asked me to continue while she watched me...stripping off her clothes to masturbate in time with me. I came huge! Not really sure why I like the thought of being seen so much, but I do....and with the weather cooperating, I am hoping to get outside naked soon. Love this time of year....

I have fallen out of the rhythm of blogging....hard to jump back in again.

Spent the day at work...wondering why it is that there just doesn't seem to be enough time to spend doing the things you love. Damn money!!!

Really looking forward to the better weather....want to get outside naked. Hate being cold...unless I am skiing of course. Off on a cruise next week....getting prepared for the summer here. Hopefully all the snow will be gone when I get back.

It has been a while since I had what I would consider a steady girlfriend. I thought I had the perfect relationship going a while back, only to find one day that she had disappeared. Since then, a woman here, there....every now and again I am surprised when one or two hang around for a while. I had met this woman at Chapters...book store in Peterborough. Good looking, smart, witty....loves sex. Have been with her for three weeks now....begining to open up again about things. Asked her why she thought people leave a relationship without talking to the other person...sneaking out. Her reaction was interesting...said she would find the person and ask...something I wouldn't do. Of course I might if it meant a lot to me

Well, hard as a rock from looking at the pics....so off to masturbate. Have a great night.

Well, as I mentioned before...time to start anew.

I took off the last month and travelled. Spent the last week on a cruise ship, the new Carnival Dream. Great boat. Stopped in at St. Maarten....decided to go to Orient Beach. WHAT A DAY! It is just the one end of the beach that is naked, but the rest of the beach was packed. I chucked my clothes and found a spot well away from the rest of the beach....everyone was spread out and it was nice. Around 88 or so...water was incredible, and I loved the fact that no one seemed embarassed at all to look at people. Spent quite a while running into the water...lol

I was getting some sun and a lady came up to me, she was from Germany and didn't speak much english. I think she was in her fifties. She told me that she liked my cock. I thanked her and expressed my return sentiments for her body....it was very nice. She reached down and started squeezing my cock and balls, playing with them...and her eyes were running over my cock all the time. I got hard and she jerked it a bit. She stopped, looked at it and said something with the word 'fuck' in it...and then walked away to the group she was with.

I was kind of blown away...or wish I was anyways Had to go into the surf for a bit.

Saw a few couples playing around, but nothing major....wish I had had my camera with me....have to admit that there were some gorgeous women on that beach!

Anyways, back home now and starting to rethink some things. First thing I did when I got home today was to drop everything by the washer, walk around the house naked and masturbate...on my third time now

Hope everyone had as good a christmas as I did and wishing you all a happy new year!

Michal

I can't believe that it has been such a long time since I last logged on. Met a woman that blew me away...figuratively and literally. Perhaps it was the fact that we spent so much time together over the last couple of months, day in-day out. The first week we were together I can't even remember how many times we spent in each others arms, doing anything and everything.

Sex was fantastic....she taught me a lot of things. And then I wake up on Sat morning...bamn! She is gone. The house is empty...it is like she was never here. There is nothing left of her. Doesn't return the phone calls, emails....sigh.

Mourning is over...time to start anew. Kind of a rebirth in a lot ways. Exploring my beliefs again.....it will be Yule soon and time for a ritual I have not done in a very long time. I have let myself lapse far too long. Sometimes I wish there were more pagans around, and especially near me....it is always nicer to share experiences at this time of year...

WOW...what a night it was last night where I am. Tornado warnings, unbelievalbe rain, trees down, power out....talk about a storm.

I stayed on my deck almost all of the night watching the light show...it was AMAZING. Lightening just walking across the sky, the thunder intense enough sometimes so I would feel the house shake. It is one of the moments in life that you will always remember...would have loved to have shared that with someone.

I would have liked to have blogged all of this last night while it was happening, but the power outage put a kink in that plan.

What an amazing weekend here...damn hot! Just the way I like it. Was out almost all weekend, naked, walking sitting...got a bit burned. Tremendous weather finally.

Love it when it hits that hot point, with the humidity, where you just start sweating when your doing nothing...your body covered in this thin sheen of sweat. Every now and again your feel a drop slide down your body. Great feeling.

Have found a kindred spirit here...she emailed me a couple of times. LOVE her pics...have cum to them so many times it isn't funny. Not only good looking, HOT, but (by the quality of her emails) damn intelligent and articulate. Going to keep her name to myself though...lol. Keep the mystery alive.

To all the others who have read my blogs and PM'd or emailed me....thank you very much. Means a lot to know that people are reading and sometimes enjoying what I have written.

It is almost midnight here, just came in from the back...still hot outside with a small breeze. Was in the hot tub....tried something. I turned off 4 of the 8 jets, hooked my legs over the rim of the hot tub so I was floating on my back...well, supporting myself with my arms as well Moved my balls and ass over a jet....WHOA! Man was that a turn on....didn't take me long to erupt at all....going to repeat that one a few times, I can tell you that. Would love to share that one with a woman...see her doing that. Mmmmmmmmm

Work was a drag today...I was so horny, but I had way to much to do. Deadline time! Luckily it is almost the weekend..and from the reports, it is supposed to finally be nice. Would love to spend the entire weekend outdoor and naked.

Had a call from an ex gf today...wanted to have dinner over the weekend. It is going to be good to see her as it has been a few years...thinking something bad happened, as the last two times we got together was because of breakups.

My neighbors house sold....the hung the sign on it today. I am hoping I get some nice neighbors....or at least a hot woman. My fantasies are running wild thinking about it...lol Don't know when they are closing, but it must be soon as their garage is almost full of boxes.

Can't wait till Saturday...especially if it is hot. Always makes me feel good when it is warm outside...love the sun and the breeze on my body, the feel of the grass between my toes or on my ass and balls when I sit down...and when the large rocks heat up...it is great to just sit and relax. There are a couple of large rocks close to the back road of my property...was going to sit there naked and see if anyone stops Feeling adventurous....love being watched.

I am also listed on the rudester site...and I got a PM from someone in the same town as me. She said we should hook up cause we were so close. I am sure that a lot of the people just send out random PMs like that to anyone that shows up in their area on a search.....the interesting thing about this one is that I know who she is. I have seen her before....I am fairly certain she knows me, but not from my rudester pics as I havn't posted any of my face. Anytime I see her now I am going to get aroused for sure...just picturing her doing things to herself and to me.

I am trying a few new things...going to really work on my flexibility. Have lost so much of it...have to get it back as I want to finish my black belt in tae-kwon-do. Will also allow me to try some other things that beachbabe suggested...lol

And since I am starting on that I figured I would start working out again...gained too much weight over this winter as I didn't get out much skiing due to lack of snow here. Want to drop a fair bit of weight before the winter hits.

As always, I am at home....just sitting around tonight listening to some tunes, stroking every now and again. Looks like one of the neighbors is selling their place...hoping for some cool people to move in....some people I can fantasize about...lol