Thursday, September 3, 2015, 1:31:55 AM- Big Rube - Love's Deceit
Just finished watching the movie "ATL" and there was a poem in the movie I liked, so I thought I would share...hope you enjoy
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Pleasure turns to the pain of lessons learned from the strain of the questions burned in my brain about whether love is humane in its touch These thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream in the tears of your deceit Fighting a current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions Chaotic because the anchor of Eros’ arrow has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation Separation not as simple as the distance between us My mind no longer possessed by the demons that had been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies The seeds of these lies rooted so deeply they’ve cracked the foundation of what we once shared Allowing the faith in us I had sealed inside to gush out like a river Ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child being taken from its mothers arms I’m left surrounded in darkness but I refuse to be swallowed by it My loneliness like night air; invisible to the eye obvious to the touch, in its cold uncomfortable ness Yet If I could do all over again I’d do it in the same skin I’m in To lay down and let love die, just stay down and let love lie No, no, no, no, not I I’ll stay around and let love fly Even though I’ve seen its darkest form; deceit Nothing else could tastes this warm or feel this sweet...
Saturday, August 15, 2015, 3:56:22 AM- Poem - Death is Coming
Here's one of the first poems I wrote. I was a 10 year old kid and I watched a documentary about a terminal cancer patient and all the things they had to endure during his final weeks. That is what inspired this poem...
death is coming death is near and i am told not to fear not an ending start anew they told me lies but i knew pain is growing i am weak cancer worsens life is bleak so now i sit face my fate they comfort me but too late death is coming death is near death is coming death is here
Wednesday, August 12, 2015, 10:22:26 AM- "Waking Dreams"
My eyes are open Though I'm not awake My heart races With each breath I take I hear your voice Calling out to me I feel your touch And it sets me free My body aches And my knees go weak My mouth opens But I do not speak I taste your lips As they're pressed to mine So much sweeter Than the finest wine You pull me in And you make me whole In this moment I will bear my soul My body melts As you hold me near I give you all With no trace of fear But then I wake And the thought sinks in It's just a dream What a fool i've been To think at all That I had a chance To find this thing That they call romance...
"All of these poems are really good. Very deep and vivid. I like it ^^
"- GeminiDragons
Monday, August 10, 2015, 5:08:04 AM- Two More Poems - "The Secret I Keep" & "I Loved Too Late"
Okay, so I figured I would share some more of my poetry. I picked out 2 this time that were actually written within in a 2yr span of each other, about 13 years ago, and are about the same person. Sort of a before & after I guess...
"The Secret I Keep"
a low whispered word, a slight fleeting glance if only you knew, would i have a chance
friends for all time is what we will be but now i've realized you mean much more to me
i wish i could speak those thoughts hid so deep but still cautious am i, so the secret i keep
my heart yearns to tell of a love ever true and all that i want is to share it with you
so from that day when i open my heart i pray to god that we'll never part
the love we will share will be ever so pure and last throughout time, of this i am sure
"I Loved Too Late"
love... just a word or something more because of it i am tore 'tween what i want and what is right for it's you i think of every night when the moon and stars arise and i finally close my eyes to sleep and dream of you again i fight a battle i cannot win in my heart the love i feel i know is definitely real i want to have you here with me but what i want can never be so from day to day i will live on wishing somehow you were not gone and this fantasy it will not end that you were more than just a friend...
"Good poems. I enjoyed reading them & can relate"- kitsune89
Sunday, August 9, 2015, 11:02:10 AM- Time to share...
Okay so many of you know I like to write, so I figured it was time to share some of my poetry...
I'll start off with one that I wrote not long ago. My best friend came to me and told me that he wanted to propose to his girlfriend with a poem, and asked me if I could write something out for him. Well, I did and I'm glad to say that she said yes...anyways, on to the poem...
So long I've walked alone on this lonely road called life no family to call my own no one to call my wife
but then one day you came along i didnt have a clue I'd find this thing called happiness I owe it all to you
You picked me up when I was down you wiped away the tears When i was at my lowest You chased away my fears
you give me strength to stand up tall and be a better man you came along and changed me in a way no other can
So now i sit and write these words to tell you how i feel the love i feel inside my heart is definitely real
I want to spend the life i have beside you every day and prove to you how much i care in every single way
You have my heart, my mind, my soul My body, and my life And one day in the future I hope you'll be my wife...
Saturday, August 1, 2015, 4:20:26 AM- Understanding Others
Okay so here goes, my first blog post. I kinda expected my first one to be kinda fun and flirty. This, however, will not be the case. It's not a fun, flirty, or sexy topic. It's just a real look inside my mind, some of my thoughts and feelings. It's definitely not gonna make me look cool, or funny. I just hope that it gives someone a little bit better understanding of me and others. So for those of you brave enough or interested enough to keep reading, I thank you. And for those of you who choose not to, I completely understand. So with that out of the way, here goes...
I was scrolling through status today, and found one that happened to trigger me to write this blog. I won't mention the post itself, but some of you may have read it. It had to do with people, and how some of them seemed to be constantly looking for attention. Now let me start off by saying this, I agree that there are people out there that seek attention just because they like the attention. However, that is not ALWAYS the case when someone is seeking attention.
This is where it gets real. I suffer from depression and anxiety. Now while most times I can function perfectly normal, there are stretches where i'm scared to step out of my front door, to deal with the real world. Other times I'm too depressed to. Sometimes it can be as short as a day or two, but there are times it can get longer. During these times it can get lonely for someone dealing with this. And social media sites as a whole, do provide a chance to interact with people from the safety of your own home. Sometimes its the only interaction that we can get. So yeah, we may come off as attention seeking, but we are NO different than anyone else. Everybody feels the need to interact, to be part of something, and to feel wanted. For some of us, that is through Social Media. I do have my friends and family that I interact with, but I can't expect them to always come to me when I'm having a bad week. So that is when I turn to the aquaintances I make on sites like NN. You are the ones that provide the friendship and interaction that I need, when I need it.
I have met alot of interesting people here, and consider many of you friends. I am thankful to have you, and although I haven't had to yet, I hope if and when it comes to one of my bad times...that I will have a place to come and feel wanted, and needed. That I matter. That being said, I love ya all!
I guess what I'm trying to say is, take the time to get to know someone before you automatically judge or label them, in any situation. Not all of us are Attention Seekers for the fun of it. If we all took a little more time to really know people, there would be a lot less anger, hate, and ignorance.
So yeah, there it is, my first blog. If I upset anyone, I'm sorry.....
And since I'm on the topic of depression, I thought I'd share this video with all of you. It's from one of my favorite bands, and is a song and video I connect very closely with...
"I can tell you are a lovely man....comes through perfectly in your writing. ..sorry that you are going through all that you are going through...but I get you...most do. .and I don't think for a second that you typed this because you thought that status was aimed at you ..sounded like you were speaking in general...as said b4...you can always talk to me...I know sone of what you are going through. ..hugs xxoo"- AdeleGingerRaine
