So I don't normally post any blog type things. Ever. I have such a hard time putting my thoughts into text. I had some thoughts today during my afternoon bike ride that I thought some of you might appreciate.

It was about 4:30pm and I had been itching to go for a nice bike ride but it had been raining most of the weekend and it still was. It wasn't terrible out, a little bit of light rain and warm outside. I decided to say fuck it to the rain and go for my bike ride anyways. After a long night with my son and someone to watch him while I was out, I loaded up my iPod with some NIN, threw on a spring jacket and was out the door. I rode up to a trail I had been on briefly and only used to get to and from a friends house. I decided to see where it went and how far I could get before having to turn around. I rode and rode and rode for a good 30 mins before I reached the lock system for the river in our city. I rode over the bridge to find myself halfway to the next town and on a very beautiful yet secluded and heavily wooded area of the trail. I got to a clearing and stopped to have a drink of water and a smoke (counter productive I know =P). I couldn't help but think to myself that one could have sex out here and scream so loud no one would hear you. Then the idea of just being out there on my own and having a stranger come by and force himself upon me crept into my head. I got so wet thinking about it. I have no idea why but the idea just totally turns me on. I kept thinking about it, going over and over different scenarios. I couldn't help myself. I started to rub myself and got even more excited about the idea that someone could just come walking/biking down the trail and catch me masturbating. The storm of all these different situations made me explode right there, in the middle of the god damn woods! It was so intense. I quickly re-buckled my belt and got back on my bike and rode home, eager to take my next bike ride.

I hope you enjoyed my very first official blog post.