Misspriss's blog post - Regrets

Sunday, May 28, 2017, 3:03:15 PM

I try to live my life without regrets.
One of the biggest ones I will have to live with for the rest of my life is that I allowed anger to keep me from a relationship with my dad.
One of the greatest lessons of his passing is to forgive swiftly. Don't hold grudges. When people show you who they are, accept it in whatever way you can and don't try to change them.

Today I am struggling. I am hurt. I am angry. I am sad.
Why do people put on fake faces and pretend to be who they aren't?
Fuck this day. And fuck the person who isn't who they pretend to be.

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thehawke on 28-May-17 15:22:09

I bate it wben others do that.
My on sister will not talk to our mom or dad.
My other sister only talks to our mom.
I get so tire of having to talk with them and worrying if I am going to piss them off because I slipped and said something about them. It hurt my grandma to no end.
As of today I can not talk to the one. The other one I can but at times she get upset with me. My sisters eill never chsnge . Thats the saddiest part.

I am not the one anger at them but they are at me. Life is way to short.

At least you realize it.

Your dad knows and is smiling from heaven. He is on your shoulders with you . Telling you are an amazing person who he is so very proud of.
Need to forgive your self.

Trust me he is HAPPY and very proud of you.
You learn from it.
That made his day

tight_wet_lips on 29-May-17 1:32:21

I wish that I could just hug and squeeze the pain away.