I didn't mean to delete that last blog.
Thank you to everyone who reached out with comments or pm's.
My heart hurts. But I know I will be okay. I am strong and have been through hell and back.
The person I was referring to does not do it on purpose. I hope.
I Just know that love is the most complicated emotion there is and I sort of wish I never let myself fall so hard. Then it wouldn't hurt so much.
Sadness sucks. Hurt sucks. Depression sucks.