so here I am on here again at 5 am. Decided I needed to write a little cause I can't sleep. the thing is, my husband is away because of the military sinc mid-november which means i havent had sex in A MONTH! for some reason I'm especially horny tonight and no amount of "self love" is gonna scratch my itch. god! january can't get here any quicker? i guess i have two choices at this point: ignore it and hope it goes away or go watch some porn and hope that and my fingers relieve it somewhat... its just not the same! i miss my husband's cock.

jae